++somewhere i m@y belong++

Emo

2011-11-23T02:10:00.000-08:00

It's Scary when you Suddenly become single.........

and you're not with ur family.........

i miss home ................

First Day....

2011-11-20T21:47:00.000-08:00

Today is the First Day..
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being alone ....

Bored in the officee

2011-11-11T01:32:00.000-08:00

Had finished my task. So free, and im so dare. open the blog and start typing.

There are cctv around.but i still don care. =.="

see when i got caught and warned.

Recently, when im driving alone,

My brain tends to be empty, not concentrate,

after that it started to appear a lot of pictures and memories especially when OneFM is playing the song of this movie "you're an apple of my eye".

I really love this movie. X10000000000 (infinity) haha. The movie director picked the right female character as she is really those type of girl that many guys would fall for her during secondary school . i Believe that every of your high school sure having these kind of girls. haha. so called "wan ren mi".

I recalled a lot of memories, memories with old friends!I guess that it would be perfect if you are watching together with a bunch of your high school friends.

She is not very very very pretty, But, she is adorable and people would like to make friends with her.

She looks totally cute with her two dimples. i cant believe that she is 28 yrs old currently, but she looks so young, and just like 22-23 years old girl.

The guy is too handsome, sad that why there was no any guy look like him during my batch. haha.

There are few scenes that etched in my heart.

i remember one of the conversations in the movie, when the girl's best friend said to her:

" Dont tell me that you feel annoying letting so many guys tackle you?"

"No, but i felt that im the one who is the most xing fu in this world."

Haha, actually, i ever felt tat during my younger time, it's not because of so many guys fall for me like her la..haha .it's because of i have many best friends that treat me very goooodd! I miss the days that we spending together last time.

Next, it's when the guy lost the girl, and he said

"a same age Guy can nvr be more matured than a same age Girl"

"their mature made you feel helpless and you'll nvr experience it at tat moment" .

So whenever the girl keep scolding him that he is childish!!stupid...He couldn't understand why did she say so..but blaming her why she doesnt agree with what he likes.

this is so true....i experienced myself !!!

And one more scene that i felt touched

the guy said "Who can sincerely wish a girl to be blissful when the groom isn't himself.,no way!"

However, when the bride walk out together with the groom to the stage,

He saw the smile at her face. He changed his mind, oppose of wat all he said just now.

He again said: "It can be, It's possible to be happened, if you really love someone, you feel it's worth whenever you see her faithful smile.You only wish her to be happy rather than owning her."

One moreee, is when he kissed the grooom ...so touchhiiingg! and i feel sam tong for him coz he couldnt be with the girl.

Anyhow, i feel this is the best part of the movie. If he can be with the girl, Then it's just a normal movie.. Sometimes, imperfection makes thing just so perfect.

A SImple word yet a hardest word to say

2011-10-14T02:46:00.000-07:00

Do you apologize every after when u do wrongly?
A simple word - sorry could actually comfort one's injured heart.
Sometimes it might be late or it cant change the cruel fact, but it does not mean that you can ignore this word to the person u had owed. Just open ur mouth and say. Actually it's not as hard as u think.
No matter to who, family, friends or boyfriend/girlfriend.

Im here to apologize to whoever i've hurted before. You know who you are.
although i ard said that. I experienced that, some people really dont know how to apologize.
You din realise that is ur fault? Or you know you are wrong, but you're not willing or feel scared to say that?Do you ever be more considerate, try to imagine what's their feeling...
I understand this feeling very well. It's hurted and so much disappointment you will got from the person.
In fact, i feel ashamed and guilty, as i did wrongly yet i din't apologize immediately :(
Im really sorry for this time, deeply ! How much tear had been dropped for these.
How much sadness that it caused. I just can say sorry to you.

This time, i experienced what is the feeling of hurting a person. it's so much suffer than you're being hurted by someone. It's true. Have you ever cried until u feel the pain on your heart?
So painful it did. But i believe that you can be forgiven one day if you learn from mistake and apologize sincerely. It takes time indeed, to cure one's heart and accept you once again.
All you need to do, is to be patient and put more effort to care them.

I ever blamed that why is that my life having so much of tears after i enter my U-life.
Unlike my previous life, no disappointment, no sorrowness no pain.
But do you know, No pain,No gain.
Everyone needs to grow up, not from your outlook, But your mind.
You grow up every after you teared. You became a caring person, as you know how to concern people's feeling at 1st before you do something or say something.
This is life!You wont be perfect if you only face happiness. You wont know how to appreciate if you never lose anything/anyone that you love so much.
Im sure that everyone heard that : " Appreciate what you have now!"
But do u really appreciate that? If you dont, please do it now..... you will cry like nobody if oneday it has gone.

Do you know?
im touched and smile hardly in heart while im crying ,
when i know you grown up to be like a man for me.
But Why? T______T
I love the title of this song " the Best Mistake i've ever made "
It is a huge sacrifice for you and me ,to withness you turned over a new leaf.
God, i need your guidance to lead me to the right path. I'm in lost!

Lesson learnt : Concentrate on work, would make you put asside your stuff temporary. Jiayou to everyone that i love <3

Focus on One

2011-09-21T19:13:00.000-07:00

All i wanna do is to stay FOCUS

                  on

                                 only

                                                ONE that i wish to own...

                                     Greediness is not allowed ...

                                for everything includes my new job !


                                         adapting to survive in new life ...
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cheers ^.^ everybody &

me ..

有谁懂

2011-09-18T19:29:00.000-07:00

可以向谁倾诉？倾诉了有谁会真正了解

然后再占在你的立场替你想想

有时候甚至连部落格都不是一个适合抒发情绪的地方

违背自己的意愿去实行一件事是多么的不好受.

hair becomes longer ^^

2011-08-18T10:08:00.000-07:00

i like the maroon hair band!gonna collect more of this kind of hair band! hehe

BLekk,just hi to blogger! few months i din update my blog!

hahaha..i know it's very annoying + self esteem!!!

But,it's my blog!

i've right to post it..

my hair,my dear hair, i see u got longer this recent!!

very happppy! and no more lala- look ,no more yellowish hair!!hahaha

GOnna start my working life on 8th of september!!

DUnno how it would be!

very nervous + looking forward to it!

i wanna be a tough girl who can live with my own!

Without money support from parents but with my own ability!

it's a tough life as u're not gonna save up much money when u choose to work in kl.

However,

my choice is still --KL

Because of what?

Many reasons..

i just did according to my feeling!

I havent got a room in kl yet..gotta find a comfortable place for myself with cheaper rate.

Coz i don want to move from 1 place to another place.thus,it's better to find it slowly .

In the meantime, i think i would stay in my friend's room 1st as he's going to korea soon.

Luckily, his place is near to my future working place!

anyhow, i havent got the offer letter yet!

i guess the company wont simply break their promise rightt....

if not im gonna hunt for another job >.<

Self- Development

2011-06-23T08:34:00.000-07:00

I think i have measured my weight with 4 different weighing machines...It shows 46kg!!
shouldn't be a mistake d!!Previously ,i got 48kg OMG! it's really frighten me very much.
i Gained so much of weight..Im only 155cm with ,48kg is very very heavy..

Therefore, i decided to lose weight and keep fit recently. It's day-9th of my jogging day..
Few days back, finally the weight is back to normal. Now, i hope i can lose 2 more kg to reach 44kg.
It's really really difficult, as my normal weight is 46kg,
normally when it reaches 46kg, it wont be dropped anymore.i guess that is my limit!
So, i have to put more efforts ,time and patience to keep fit!!I have to change my eating habit as well.
But, currently, i m still eating rice everyday! 2 meals of rice in one day!
As im staying at home,that'y i eat what my parent has prepared.
Taking much carbohydrate could bring you alot of calories, If i wanna lose weight, i should hv cut carbohydrate food. Especially rice. T_T
i asked my parent not to cook tat much of rice. But they still cooked so much.
I'm forced to eat so tat it's not wasted..

15th of july is the deadline that is given by myself.haha..
i wanna achieve it!!!!! gambateh to my self!! LOL

Life after QUit-ing MMU

2011-06-20T10:25:00.000-07:00

After fyp and final exam were done, my life is pretty relax and no more tension.

but, i lack of money seriously.T.T Therefore, i started to do part time since i was so free.

As i had a lot of plan in my mind, i wanted to own so much of thing and wanted to go travelling so much.

That's why i need money so damn much than u can imagine.

Seeing everyone went to travel after graduate, so envy and wish im the one in the photo.

I wish to go HK/Taiwan for now.But is hard to find companion together as it's not a small amount to go on a vacation.

life after exam, i was still in melaka for half of a month only i move bac to penang.

To leave a place that i had lived for 5 years, it's kinda weird, i mean the feeling! i Dont tear, dont feel sad at all as i know one day i'll be back.

before going back to hometown i had gone to KL for twice. haha .it's like my another home

as many close friends are there. when i go to kl, i don feel strange at all as i know there are people when i need help.lol.

First change after exam was my hair..i dyed it black..it;s very fake.but i purposely chose this color.

wanted to try since long time ago.

jeng jeng ..

hahaha..in fact, i miss my bright hair so much..

wanted to dye colored hair dy.

on the way to kl with mashi and wewe...was so lonely and bright..

coz i was the light bulb that day..hahaha

waiting them in ikea..dunno whr they had gone

was going here n there play..at the same time doing part time..

but all part time salary havent released..POOR!!!

when can i get all the money!!!

i was doing 2 part time for DEFINE event..it's actually a cigratte event ..

although the pay is very high, but i have to wait for 2 months or maybe longer to get the money.

I will not survive if i depend on this part time.

NO choice, everything is about money..

i gotta do more part time..

This time i worked for Modeno Furniture instead of Milan furniture.

two bosses are good actually.

Modeno offer higher commision compare to milan furniture.

they oso provide foods during the fair.haha

Milan's boss has better strategy to do business and very generous to workers also.

He will bring workers go to club, travel and so on. And all sponsored by him.

at MITC HOMEDEC FAIR

there are 4 days for the fair.. canot believe that i din do any sales for 3 days..

Fortunately, i did 18k sales on the last day! my luck was back..

BUt still unable to hit 20k+ to claim 2% of the total sales. 18k only can be claimed 1% commision.

but thankgod that i still can do so much sales at the last day. so i felt satisfied d.

Back in hometown, i continue part time as well..

this time i work for spritzer.selling the spritzer fibre drink..the response was pretty good from customers.

i felt it's easy to sell. I am required to work for 3 weeks.

this week is the last weekend. but the job is easy and i got to know some new friends there.

Spritzer Promoter Look.

The 1st day work, i tot the time of working is from 10-10pm..

but actually started at 12 and ended at 9pm..

sigh, early in the morning i dy wake up for work..

reach there..there is no one there to guide me where to go..fail to phone the in charge person as well.

so i waited in the car until 12pm.

after 12pm, i went into jusco again. there is finally a person to bring me to my booth.

He showed me where are those product located, teach me how to punch card all that.

Jusco has its own system.

The 1st day working seem not smooth to me..i wear a black jeans and black shoes (with hole at the front).

The guard in jusco told me that i should wear black slack + covered feet black shoes.

Before i started working, i ard spent rm69 for slack n shoes =.=""

But the guard is kind, she purposely bring me to scarllet department to buy the slack and chose the size for me..she treated me just like her friend. thankyou sister.

the next day i tot everything is smooth again, as i got black slack+ black shoes..who knows another guard stop me to entering again.she told me that i canot wear white color socks.i hv to were covered feet socks!!!

damn it!! didnt tell me earlier that, i hv to waste money again!!!!!arghghghg !

really frustrated!!

I went to Kl again to meet shuang,sam and yen ching on wednesday.

was a rush trip actually.as i hv to bac on friday...coz i got part time job on weekends.

and the whole trip, again, i din take any picture with them!!

only got my own picture.

camwhore in the toilet while waiting yen ching to fetch me for dinner at kimchiharu.

See my blue black! so fast it turn into red from green after massage. credits to a person lor!!..ish

making my leg looks so ugly with shorts!

this is what i always did--sitting bus alone!! since the day i enter MMU..

take bus to melaka. bac penang from melaka..alone..

so used to sit bus already...and hate it!!!

Luckily i have my ipod shuffle with me during my lonely journey! thanks to my friends!!

Recently, i realised that i getting fatter n fatter especially my arms,cheek,legs,stomach..

can say whole body! OMG..

it's time to do exercise.keep my body fit and slim!!

im 23 years old. it's time to keep myself pretty and slim !!

Woman getting older must know how to bao yang!!if not how to fight with those 18 yrs old young girls..hahahaha

SO,

i jog everyday during weekdays!!

this is the sky today when i was jogging..

Capture it while jogging.haha.nice view!

It's my taman in simpang ampat!

我也是可怜虫

2011-05-04T12:38:00.000-07:00

时间越来越接近了　是该想想我该想的东西了
我常在逃避　可是问题一直存在　不想面对失去
也许我认为我们够坚定　够稳固　
我以为我已接受　我可以适应　
到头来还是为了同一个问题在打转
我常说　现在都好好的　可是当问题来临时　我却跌得一身伤
你仍然一样　没有改变　我依然不能接受。
你还是你我还是那个我。
到底现在是怎样？你心里面是有我还是没有
我真的不知道我对你来说真的是可有可无
朋友事业家人自由时间和我不用拿家人或朋友作比较
我已经败给了你的自由！
我不知道自己算是什么
我只是一个不被珍惜的烂东西！T_T

my handphone is back from factory

2011-04-20T01:45:00.000-07:00

Welcome home,babe =D

My hp finally is back to me ! after 2 months @.@

i probably sent it to the shop for 4 times..

they still hadn't fixed that for me..

was so frustrated , it made me so inconvenient as i hv to use a temporary phone

and lost all my contact.

i think i had taken a phone contact from a same person for many times.

so sorry!

by the way~

after 2 days trial, it seems fine =D

"You hv to accompany mummy until i get an iphone next time..

so i beg you pls zhang hey dit ok?!"

and this is gifted by baby momo

even if one day it's spoilt. i will keep it forever !

So i wish u're meaningful and useful to me instead of being a useless thing!

this gong zai should be attached to my phone

so that i wouldn't lose my phone easily !

But it's big!bigger than my phone.

should i hang it ?

Hmmmm...

My 2011 Valentine ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

2011-04-19T02:57:00.000-07:00

14th of February 2011

our 4th valentine

We're still together, how lucky we are ♥ can u imagine how much we love each other ?!

as he always tell me, four years is not a short period but he already did it !

Although we quarrel often, coz he tends to hide his feeling from me

and seems don appreciate our relationship !

He is carefree and treat freedom so much important.

But when he told me that "if i'm the one who don appreciate u, then i wouldn't hold back for the r'ship whenever you ask for break up .." sorry that i've hurted u sometimes !

Dear,

somehow i really confused and upset, did u know?! every time after we quarrel,

my heart broken into pieces n pieces..

tears dropped continuously until the pillow sheet gone wet. :(

in the same way, i know u're suffer n hurt too ..

But

we still love each other ,

with no reason ♥

i know every couple isn't perfect, we need some times, patience and determination .

U told me that you're trying ur best to fulfill what i wanted .

thanks that u're still willing to work hard for me !

In fact,

i ain't a perfect nor a good gf as well who always made complaint, not as ti tie as other girls.

Forgive me kay ?

My Prince On the night ♥

that was final exam period !!

Luckily, he had finished all his paper ,but i still had two more papers to go !

So, he is the one who prepare the valentine while i was just studying without preparing anything.

hahaha.

we were at simply fish!

the design was a little bit childish for us !

♥♥♥♥

wheeeeee

candle !

seee...so many balloon around

in deed, we snapped alot of photo.

but i dint upload on fb as i scared people feel bored seeing so much of our pictures..

i'm shy ! =D =D

we both lk to camwhore.

we have same mind and same interest which make us so match ♥

He loves to dance, i love seeing him dance

He is very humorous that could always make me laugh..

He actually a cool guy that always make me feel cold :(

p/s: i love my eye make up on the day ..yay!!

He hates that people saying him looks like a kid.
but sometimes u're just like a kid in front of me!

and one day he told me that
" You're always a little girl in my heart.."

and i love your dimple !

i love all the pictures here ! it's lovely♥ and sweeettt =D
as time goes by,
we're going to graduate from MMU soon..
future is miserable and so unpredictable !
im not sure that are u still with me in future.
But i know i can handle it even if the worst come to me..

Thanks for everything ♥
and.
i love you♥

当伯乐先生还在的时候

2011-04-19T00:26:00.000-07:00

星期三

就是我们女人最大啦♥♥♥

因为是ladies night ♥

不是我爱去

而是交到一群都爱去玩的朋友

哈哈哈哈哈！

就连自己的男友都爱去

所以说呢？真的真的很难避免

先介绍。谁是伯乐？哈哈好听吧他的名字

请看下图，就是他！

我喜欢他的歌声真的好听尤其是唱抒情歌曲但我没喜欢他别误会哈哈

当时他在放着暑假所以经常会跟我们出来

可是他是个怪咔说话看心情爽就给你个微笑不爽的时候睬你都傻

星期三是最爽了因为我们都不需付钱可以拿免费鸡尾酒无限量

只需order一桶啤酒就很满足了

这是cat!他是个疯婆她绝对可以玩到很疯狂

只要有她在的时候

都是有欢笑的

所以大家都喜欢她

我身边的女朋友都有个共同点

就是很丰满

哈哈哈

超羡慕的啦 =P

白裙那位大家都叫她老母大概是因为某个原因啦哈哈

很喜欢这张照片不是因为我自己而是因为 wewe 很chio!!!!

Cherry Girl !!

Cherry Man !!

有cat的时候

一定会有2nd round !!!

回到家我们还继续玩游戏喝到早上

可是我被男朋友载走了 =(

p/s:

我只是贪玩

我不是坏女孩 =P

冬至快乐

2011-04-18T12:47:00.000-07:00

也太久了吧。

被我遗弃已久的部落格

不好意思啦。

现在我就一次过update我最近所作的事情。

正在做着fyp的同学们

相信你们一定也和我一样

很stress!

可是在stress的同时，也必须抽空让自己relax下。

要不然会暴血管！

去年的冬至，

我隔天刚好有张paper

而且是最难的。

可是我要求wewe搓汤圆给我吃。

他就像妈咪这样

二话不说就答应了。哈哈

我们偷偷摸摸去剪别人的pandan叶

她负责买所有材料，因为他是最得空的。哈哈

等他准备好所有东西

我们就一起搓。

约了另外两位男人（uncle Ray & 猪肉荣），再等jian! 就有得吃了。

素颜照

够素吧！

看到大粒的汤圆吗？

里面是有豆沙的ngek ngek ~

真的很hang fuk！可以吃到汤圆

因为我真得太就没吃了

尤其是DIY 的。

我的wewe

Ber 的荣哥

这是uncle Ray

贱人

祭拜祖先xD

这也是最后一年在马六甲

和朋友们过冬至了

幸好是开心的

只要和你们在一起

我的生活永远都不孤单。

而且永远都有欢笑！

我期待更多与朋友去玩的时间。

大头贴日

2011-04-18T12:36:00.000-07:00

星期天

是美好的一天

我和大王

相约在

Starbucks 做fyp report!haha

可是我是超讨厌喝咖啡的。

因为喝了会头晕

结果他帮我买了个矿泉水

他自己点了一杯rm15.90的drink!

感觉上coffee lover真的会很喜欢这杯东西

我却一点都没兴趣！

才做了几页

就接到姐妹电话

要拍大头贴

哈哈

可是很开心

因为拍照可以留念

我最爱拍照了

outing最少不了拍照

只要有拍到照心情一定可以变很好。

hehe ^^

为了省钱

我们只洗了两份

所以每人只可以拿四张

最公平就是抽签

结果

我抽到三张我最不想拿到的

伤心

还好马屎愿意跟我交换一张。

这样还平衡一些。

这四张就是我抽到的啦。还不错啦嘻嘻

超爱这张的啦 =P 尤其是马屎和wewe

表情也太吊了吧

全家福

这才是所谓的大头贴嘛四个大头贴在一起

失败的作品可是没关系最重要是人物

这张好温馨可爱

扮猪 ^o^

晚上到jonker 吃晚餐逛逛那里的夜市

就结束今天的旅程

很健康吧！

谁说我一直去夜店呢？！哈哈

Pre-Shopping Day before my FYP1 presentation

2011-01-18T08:48:00.000-08:00

Yeshhh,shopping mode is on again..for CNY!!!

Excited!

but im very very sure that tomorrow i will be even more EXCITED than now!!!

Coz It's my presentation for fyp1.im damn nervous now.

how to overcome this feeling?!

Good luck to myself.and i hope my moderator wouldnt ask so many in-detail question.

Saw my pic above,you'd already guessed that i hv bought something for myself.xD~

Let's begin..

While counting down for my FYP1 presentation,

I went to new jusco in melaka.have a quick shop!

But in a hurry, i bought 1 pore tightening serum(rm80) and 1 deep clearing clay mask(rm65).

and last but not a least a serum(rm27) for my Dry hair.

Also,

for the consideration of im going to dye my hair tmr.

so i hv to purchase a new moisturizer for my hair.

it's going to hurt my hair badly.

But i still want to dye.haha.

Cam-whore in the fitting room is the thing i always do!

Hair Mist- it's organic one,dunno true anot?!

i just buy it coz it is not very expensive after 20% discount

(rm27)

Clay Mask for Dr.Young.hope it's effective for my PORE!!

It's time to heal it!!

i had abandoned it since a long time! Coz i dont even care about it last time T___T

Pore tightening Serum (rm80)

Only 3 thing but cost me rm172+.

but i got one free bbcream from dr.young series as well especially for Acne Skin.

Stop Here.!

....

Im gonna update my Fyp Days soon if i still got the mood to talk about it.lol.

..
Jia you !!

for tmr!!

New Year?! 2011

2011-01-01T01:56:00.000-08:00

Everyone aims for a good begin at the new coming year.So do I.
I actually wished to spend the 31/12/2010 with freaking high + excited Mood.
As Fyp + assignments are really tortured me until i wanna get myself drunk on the day!
Every time,as usual, It was out of expectation!
things weren't under controlled.Thing was messed up!
I cried , I teared, I was so upset on the day at the Night until the Midnite!
i couldn't sleep well and dreamed something bad.
Is it any bad sign hinting me to make a decision...
I saw myself a ugly emotion, weak in heart.
It's hard to get out of these. I found out myself didnt know how to be a strong person while i tot i could be!

STRESS

2010-11-25T10:28:00.000-08:00

I'm so So so so so Stressful !!
Finally i feel the stress that i always heard from Final year students.
Which is about FYP! final year project.
Until now,it is already week6, but i did nothing!yeah, it's nothing yet !
that's y i'm so panic!Slowly, i lost confidence in myself , i don't think it can be done by me.
I seem like dont Have any talent on doing those stuff.
i have to come out with a hardware+software.A hardware which comprises of a lot of electronics components.
Then, to write a program to make the hardware works. Make a dead thing to be alive.
How great it is?! Do you think i'm capable in doing/handling all these?!
Nothing is impossible?!! If you think you can then you can! Is it true?!
Some guys Dont even dare to take this challenge, but i did! i really hope i learn a lot of thing from my fyp and increase my cgpa.!!

Just have some talk with a person!
making my mood so freaking down !!!
He does not care others feeling ! He only cares about himself...
I don't get any encouragement from him at all but getting alot of so called "advice",
Of course i care about my fyp,i Really Dont hv any knowledge on this..
i've gone thru all the schematic + software.
many things still an unknown to me. I got no direction at all?! You know what to do as u did tat b4.
So mad when i asking so many questions?! BUt in the end scolding me Nvr care about my own thing?
Sometimes just dunno how to communicate with this kind of person..
he just live for himself!!
I dint look for help?! why are u so sure?! huh?!!

吴先生拜访

2010-10-19T03:14:00.000-07:00

坦白说，

我开始动摇到底该不该继续，

有时候，

真的爱得好累，

可是毕竟那么久了，

也不应该轻易说放弃。

有些话应该相信吗？

分辨不了真假？因为失去了信任。

朋友说：

不要轻易放弃还有爱的感情，珍惜他还爱着你的时刻，

不然像我这样，后悔早已经来不及了。

也有朋友说：

如果你觉得迟早你会受伤，你迟早会离开，

那又何必一拖再拖，长痛不如短痛!考虑清楚。

很明显的我选择继续

看到朋友pou在面子书的status写着，

原谅你并不代表我赞同你，是因为我现在不想失去你。

我很赞同！

至少我觉得这次的错误还不是分手的致命伤，你还没有超越我的极限。

我承认我有被他的话和承诺给感动，如果他不挽留不解释，那也表示这份爱已不再让他留恋。

这是他第二次拜访我家人

也是他对我的承诺

很明显的，他感到浑身不自在，没有安全感，

来到一个不熟悉的地方，面对我的朋友和家人。

剩下我俩的时候，肩膀松懈下来，才松了一口气。=.=

第一晚，

我带他去queensbay mall买鞋然后再去回合他一些跳舞的朋友。

朋友多的是！！

最后再带他去batu ferringhi sunset bistro

扫兴的是路途中竟然下着雨，咳

而且涨潮涨到很高！！！

我知道他会喜欢这个地方

因为这是一个靠海边喝酒的地方

我偷了别人部落格的照片，哈哈。

这地方蛮有感觉的

the entrance

beach

sunset bistro at night

me & him

第二天

去autocity吃sushibonanza。

我知道这是错误的选择，

他来槟城应该带他去品尝槟城美食。

可是已经和朋友们约了所以就算了。

晚上才带他去吃

当天真的超累的，驾了一整天的车，可是可以亲自载着

他到处逛　也挺开心的！

当天真的饱到要吐。

sushi还没消化就去吃晚餐了。

既然已经来到gurney

那就索性在这里吃

Gurney Drive

asam laksa

very expensive-濠煎 rm6 for small

char kuey tiao(not very nice)

rojak

最后带他去hardrock cafe看看

　结果看了几分钟就下来了

　也没进到去

然后再跑去新金山hawker food吃夜宵。哈哈哈

肥死~

第三天

带他去见婆婆和叔叔他们

然后再送他去见朋友。

真的累卦了

而且这几天很少跟父母接触

觉得很内疚

隔天早上就要下吉隆坡了

爸爸好像对我很失望。惨！

第四天

　上吉隆坡

　可能太累了吧

临走前遗漏了电话在家

又要麻烦爸爸回头。

妈妈一而再再而三提醒我别忘了拿东西

别那么粗心大意

　你是个女孩子

每一次

　我都犯错

　连他都看不过眼要骂我。

　我不知道自己到底那里少根经

总是忘了这个忘了那个

尤其是电话和钱包。

在吉隆坡

逛街

　去夜店

吃东西

喝酒

就结束了整个旅程

　星期日就乖乖回马六甲准备开课。

　很烦。很多事情还没处理。

压力压力。

眼睛是灵魂之窗

2010-10-10T04:49:00.000-07:00

我的眼睛受伤了。
眼角膜受损，四周围有很多个小洞，可是还好发现的早。
听说有些人的眼睛还会流脓呢！恶心到！

为什么？
因为最近太流行戴隐形眼镜，尤其是网上所卖的，一盒隐形眼镜可以戴一年
可是我只戴一个月到两个月，已经感觉到不能戴了，这已经证明他们的品质真的很差！
从一年半开始，已经开始戴隐形眼镜，而且只是戴爽，没有度数，每一对只戴不超过三个月。
有时候几乎每一天都会戴，有时候，醉到不省人事，还一觉戴到天亮！
清理的方式也不正确！这也难怪眼睛被磨伤。=(

怎样发现自己的眼睛不妥？
当我把隐形眼镜戴上，眼睛已经不能承受，它好像在吸着你的眼球，让你的眼睛好痛苦！
视线开始变得模糊，不能承受太亮的光，自来水进入眼睛也会感觉到痛！
眼睛很容易累,会开始流眼泪。

我开始担心自己的眼睛，怀疑隐形眼镜害到我的度数增加,还不以为意。
拖了大约一个月，我才去眼镜店给验眼师检查。
他用一个仪器帮我检查眼睛，然后还用很强的光照我的眼睛，还叫我不要动！普通的光线我已不能承受，更何况是这个超级无敌光。
然后她开始帮我验度数，我的度数没有明显的增加，当时我开始担心，因为根本不是度数的问题。
那肯定是眼睛有问题了！她又迟迟不要告诉我原因。
她告诉我你的左眼比右眼严重，因为无论她怎么换镜片，我的左眼都看不到第二最小的字母。
她以为我有懒惰眼，可是其实我没有！
最后她再利用另一个仪器检查我的眼睛，这一次是用紫色的光照我的眼睛，真得很痛苦,我的妈呀！他拍了几张照片给我看，我看到一些白白的东西，可能是她所谓的洞吧！她说这只是一部分，你整个眼球都是，你可以不要这样吓我吗？我不能被吓。
我直接问她我会瞎吗？他说如果你继续带隐形眼镜就会瞎。
可是曾经有人告诉我隐形眼镜是不会导致瞎的，还好我没听他说，不然我就瞎了。

她给了我一瓶药，点一个星期，然后再去复诊。
可是点了两天我就回去找她，因为一个星期后我就回家乡了。
开心的是才两天而已，我的眼睛已经有好转了。嘻嘻~
现在已经两个星期多，视线恢复了，希望真的康复了。
下个星期回去马六甲再让她检查。
在此劝告所有人，不要乱买网上卖的隐形眼镜，已经很多人成为受害者了。
如果发现眼睛有什么不妥，就尽快去检查！
不要开玩笑！
一旦瞎了，什么都看不见！
从此以后就不得再看到这美丽的世界，值得咩?哈哈

Update

2010-10-01T11:21:00.000-07:00

He said i don't have determination on doing things.He is correct =(

Here is the good example showing my attitude which is my blog.

It had been a long time i never update any news here.

Determination does important to make us doing the same thing continuously.

Make a thing as your habit. So that u can do it, it depends on ur own.

Without giving excuses or reasons.

There are few things tat i plan to do during this holiday :

1. slim down my waist ( 要呼拉圈for 2 hours daily)

2. settle my fyp title - find a good lecturer as fyp advisor

3. secret ( hehe )

Recently, look into the mirror, looking at myself..

canot bear with my stupid hairstyle. it totally got me mad everyday !!

If you're not qualified to be a hairstylist pls dont simply cut ppl hairrr..

what can i do?!! Everytime go out, try my best to set my hair as not ugly as possible.

see my hair..

@#$%%^!@#

any word to describe?

ugly

i gave myself one month time to get my hair longer and find a better hairstylist to change the hairstyle which i really wanted.very simple hairstyle i wan..no layer..no any pattern..just like the girl below(ignore her fringe):

But the stylist didnt get what i mean..

stupid sial !!

AHHgggrghh.

i know d one month since i cut this hair..

but i still can get angry becoz of it.

i feel like crying when i woke up to see my hair like this.

anyone can understand my feeling?!

i know it's not a serious matter la..lol.

Next,

i would want to get myself a new hair color as well.

So far,

this is my idea!

nice color.isnt it?!

Im a useless person rite.?!

other important things i dint care so much like studies, fyp,family,future..

but what i do always is keep on spending money buying clothes, cosmetic,clubbing,changing hairstyle,playing around !

But, i still like this color very much =0

nice!

nice nice !!

nice nice nice !!!

This time visit to yen ching made me think about my future..

she became independent..earned money by her own..
i think of myself
my future.
there is no sign no direction in my mind.
Im scared ,without confidence.
天生我才必有用吗？？
do i have any talent ??
sing -- normal voice
dance -- nvr really learn b4
instrument -- learnt but stop after entering U (==)
drawing -- no interest
sport -- normal
studies -- average
can u see that??!!!
it's hard to specify my talent

it's a sad case ..man..

have to turn myself to an EXTRAordinary person instead of an ordinary person.
next challenge will be my fyp..
it would practice my determination
my confidence
communication skills
and so On.
Gambateh.
nicole seow!

Dress For Birthd@y ~

2010-07-03T04:27:00.000-07:00

nice ?? rm38 per piece

from the picture seen, i love this dress so much..

hopefully,

it is a good and nice one.

seriously,

i've been a long time nvr go shopping.

it's kinda suffer when seeing friends buying alot of things, and you just can keep on trying different clothes without buying them. *sob*

girls love lace~

me too..

the dress is full of lace..wow ~

im buying this.

getting it around 20th July.

hope i can wear it during my birthday .

sweet..

Next dress,

as shown in pic below..

not the small jacket..

but the flower-printed dresss.

i like this as well.

but becoz of the flower-printed design.

so im afraid that it would look older on me.

Bad that i cant touch the fabric ..

im worried if both of the dress's quality are bad .

it is non returnable..

tat's the badness of purchase online.

but it's cheaper and convenient

Today i went to new JJ.

i bought a black high heel from vincci.

it costed me rm85.00

expensvie.. heartache

it's a little bit look like the high heel which the model wore.

Coz im being dumped today.

so saddd.

i m supposed to go KL ..

BUt .hell ya. the feeling is so bad when u're told that there is no more place for you.

u couldn't go anymore..

Only one thing could make me happy

tat is shopping.

buy the thing that i wanted ..

SOooo

today i spent alot. it's just the head of the month . i spent rm144 + rm85 ..

2 T shirt + 1 high heel + 2 dress(above)

my father only gave me rm300

i still hv to pay rental..

this few months .

i keep telling myself..not to buy this n that.coz i don wan to have a POOR LIFE that i had been everytime after ptptn money finished.

suffer .@@

luckily i still hv infineon's pay to survive.

I WANT TO MARRY TO A RICH MAN

NO MONEY = SUFFER !

it keeps on happen!

2010-05-17T00:49:00.000-07:00

sigh sigh sigh !!
really speechless ..
yes. i lost it again..
twice in a month.
1st time :
my new hp..dropped on the road side until i reached home only realised
and dint go back to the place find it immediately .my fault.
at last the fella off the phone.and i canot phone in again.
2nd time :
i went to zouk in KL, my friend parked at a car park where it is quite dark + wide !
we see it quite normal coz many cars are there also..so we just parked thr.
As i know my carelessness so i decided to put my belongings into the car boot
so that i wont drop my hp + purse in the club coz i got another experience which i drop my purse in the club in penang.zzz
hell..dunno how many thousand times i wanna drop it and lost it !! making me speechless + helpless !
this is the most serious coz inside my bag got 2 hp -- 1 of it is my friend's hp.he borrowed to me coz i lost it b4 that which i mentioned above.
we suspected that my friend forgot to lock her car and the thief open the boot and search all the place in the car to get something valuable.
my friend's purse + 2 pairs of shoes had been stolen as well.even the key .the thief wanted to get it.wat the hell.
can u go to die !!!!??
my 2 hp are very old dy.my purse don hv alot of cash. don hv any credit card.
no point u took it better than u return me. !!! really making ppl pissed off!!
my bag + my wax all gone !!
feel ashame to tell anyone after this happened.
no1 wannna listen to this anymore ..no1 will care about it anymore.
it's too many times..
and i don scared of telling my parents also.
i just told evrythng. i worried tat the cb kia will phone to my parents for threaten.
tat's y i feel the need to tell them.
the only lucky thing is my ic still v me.
BUT....... listen the story 1st.then ukno why i say but ..

TOday i went to redo my bank card..
the clerk told me..miss ur ic sudah rosak..tak boleh scan..
zzzz.. i was like =.=lll
then she asked u ada license tak??
zzzzzz i lost wallet leh..license suregone also la..
means i gotta repair ic or renew a license 1st only ccan get bac mybank card.

it really spoilt my mood to go redang !!
got so many things to prepare and buy and i lack of money.
really fan !
pls ! go away ! my bad luck .
enough !　

interview

2010-04-16T04:11:00.000-07:00

how lucky am i as i've been selected to go for an interview in infineon.
cause many ppl applied to the company but didn't get any reply or called.
Infineon is a good company,many people are having high expectation &good image to this company.
i guess im the one who is very lucky , i was wondering thr are so many emails.
does josephine(the one who incharge in arrangement for trainee) really see it?
therefore,i phoned to her on last friday to ask whether she received my email?
unfortunately,she really nvr see my email,so i was told to send again my resume to her.
And this wed i got her reply in email which informed me to go for an interview
with my future supervisor at 10am.

Until today i only know that the department whr i went for interview is R&D--research &development.
A load of works need to be done in this apartment.
The 1st requirement in this department is --you must hv a very strong english base.you must be able to do presentation with good speaking skills infront of 10-20 ppl , you must hv a good communication skills.
Two interviewers were there with me.
i was asked to introduce myself .Everything was fine until they asked me some electronic basic.
hmmm..2 basic questions made my interview become worst..
i had forgotten 0.7v transistor made by which material.?!
the worst is capacitance is in the unit of Farad. really feel like punching myself.
The thing is like ard edged in my head, simple as abc,but why i cant answer the question?!=.=
sometimes it's kinda disappointed with myself.But ,it's a good experience also.
Must train myself to speak proper english in front of people.Compared to last time,i know i've improved.
At least i know what should i do next time.There are still alot of thing that i nid to learn and improve.
He told me that.if you really work in R&D,it's good for ur future.Other company has high ranking to ppl who work in R&D before as they are trained well.

From what he told me today,i really feel tat it's a challenge for me if i really got the offer from infineon.
i always wish tat i can improve my english speaking skills & presentation skills!.
it's a good chance for me to adapt and practise myself.
At the same time, i'm scared also ..haha.
Everything just let it be,and waiting for the news.
if i staying at here means my interview pass.
if i bac in png,means my interview fail ..LOL

mood

2010-04-13T11:09:00.000-07:00

the mood of this recent =(

hardly to smile ..

busy with assignment.

worrying of my internship..

had a long time nvr hang out with friend & bf..

*sob*

STRESS!

L.I.F.E

2010-03-25T13:48:00.000-07:00

Life is so empty without exams,
Life is so fuck up with exams,

life is so mess up without routines,
life is so dull with routines,

Life is so rich without shopping,
Life is so wonderful with shopping.

life is so peaceful without clubbing
life is so crazy with clubbing.

Life is unchanged without me.
My life is so sad without you.

IM HAVING A DULL LIFE ~ ~
keep ON repeating the same thingg..
i envy you that having your own talent.
My eyes are shine while seeing you stand on the stage.
Im nothing special in my god-damn life!

闷昏了

2010-03-12T07:09:00.000-08:00

开始变成习惯

慢慢变成依赖

一旦

太空闲

却觉得很空虚

朋友

你们到底在忙些什么？

。。。

Chinese New Year in2010

2010-03-11T08:08:00.000-08:00

No doubt,this CNY i did have fun for whole week since i bac in hometown.

i started busy when i reach here until the day i bac to melaka.

it was quite different with last few years.

i think it's becoz we're getting elder, we're having more freedom frm parents starting from now.

it's sad to accept the fact that we're getting older.isn't it.

we're gonna find a job and take the responsibility to take care of the family ,

sooner, u'd enter ur very own life,it'd perhaps be a tough,stressful.or maybe a successful journey.

all of these,we've gotta find a way out.All depends on your own.No complaint No blame.

it's kinda lazy to list down what had i done during this cny holiday .

what else can we do during CNY.?

visiting old friend's house,visiting grandma,visiting popo,visiting god-mother,

visiting ex tuition teacher.illegal gambling in the house,getting angpow,

reunion with ex school mate.These routine should be happened in CNY?

but we had fun.feel glad to c tat we're still having a strong bonding btw each other.

i hope it can be long lasting.We shared our story & feeling.

We took alot of picture.We compared v each other,we made fun on each other.

Everytime i gathered v my old girl friends,We could not stop discussing bout plan on slimming body.

We shared the experience together.we teased on each other.we are always not satisfied with our weight.

but hell yeah,i got affected by them..i do exercise more often compared to last time & do not eating too much!it's sucks man. coz u gotta skip lot of tasty food ! sigh!

5th 5s1 reunion party happened in Autocity seoul garden..

organiser--fish kang

the guys ~

One of the imperfection for every chinese couple in this CNY

was the date fall exactly the same day with V-day!

However,it didnot really make me down.

He loves me & cares me ,tat's the main point!

i dunno how long we can be,

but i can tell that he is always a very important person for me.

I hope he can be a caring man tat i wish him to be.

Sumtimes,a little surprise from him can really mesmerized me.

Cause u'll nver expect that he will do this for you.Haha!

He've got the sense of humor, he always make fun in front of me & make me laugh lk a siao por.

You will nvr c this side of him if u were his friend.

My friend said ur bf seems cool .

Coz u dunno him well like i do.

How much i explaint there is still an unknown.

i still miss him during this season..=)

he gifted me roses & necklace! love biu ~

Here are some photo which had been taken during CNY which i didnt post in FB.

we went to shaoyang house on chu yi with

hui sheng,wc,hui rou,teikhwa,wei tatt,chee keat & gary.

this fella ..i had been a long time nvr meet her.she is my good good friend.

till now her stupid pattern still nvr change at all..=.=

and she had gaint her weight..HAHAHA.

Reopen school..

.......

...

i continue gambling in mlk..

=.=""

these are all syiling which won by lee lin song.

sad ~

total up--rm100+

he was very lucky tat day!

The cny ended on the day 15th.

Bac to school,everyone busy with their midterm exam & lotof assignments.

usually we still got time to visit melaccan friends.

but now,

The stress ruined the Cny mood ..

sigh~

and

chinese new year ended just lk tat..

awaiting for next year !

减肥中

2010-01-31T00:12:00.000-08:00

我萧雪雯
正在减肥中
一向来很好吃
受不住美食诱惑的我
终于下定决心要减肥了。
也是因为最近在fb看到很多美女
都好瘦
好羡慕！
几时才可以变得瘦瘦的？
很难吧？！
一开始
真的觉得减肥很辛苦
从上个星期六
就开始少吃
可能有些人会说：“你都不肥”
不懂是真心话还是假的
我都不管
至少我觉得我是需要减肥的
现在总算可以不让美食诱惑
算是好的开始
一天只可以吃一次正餐
饿了才吃苹果。

至于做运动
就要慢慢培养兴趣了
哈哈！
上个星期四去跑步，跑了45分钟
一整天只吃了一个面包
快要死了！也快饿晕了！
哈哈！
Foo说何必这样作践自己！
又跑又走，喘死我了！
跑步后的一个小时
心跳的速度仍然跳得很快
洗澡的时候跳得更快
是怎么了？
到了晚餐时间，
我竟然点了小饭
平时的我小饭怎么够我吃!!半夜肯定吵着要吃宵夜！
很快
一个星期就这样过了
我希望我可以坚持下去
我要瘦肚腩
我要瘦手臂
我要瘦腿（很难办到）烦！

很不幸
这个星期大姨妈来找我
需要补充些养分
要不然我怕我缺糖分
贫血而昏倒
哈哈！

今晚好朋友请大家吃火锅
希望不会前功尽费！

new hair style

2010-01-30T23:17:00.000-08:00

Finally finallly..
i've changed a new hairstyle with a brighter color and short hair.
thanks to ylun and ur twins brother ..
i'm really satisfied with ur profession .and this time im willing to spend rm180 to exchange with my new hair look as i like it very much!
i don like those hairstylists like to gv many excuses when the effect is not the one u described to them.
or totally different with wat they've told you.
pls show ur profession & dont make ur customer disappoint with you if you want them to visit at ur shop again.
ive been a few times thinking to change a new look but end up was a failure result. it's really making me down & pissed off as u know tat's not a cheap rate .
anyhow, this time is a sucessful case ~ yea

战利品

2010-01-03T10:30:00.000-08:00

这个周末的战利品

好少哦

而且

感觉上很不适合新年

逛到我很累

都没什么店适合我的口味

显！

可是这条链我超喜欢的

好久都没有带链了

刚好觉得刚买的黑色背心很单调

所以第一眼看到这一条链就很喜欢

因为跟黑色很搭

嘻嘻！

美吗？

我也搞不懂为什么会买以下这两条黑色背心

可是穿起来我觉得还不错

很酷下！

很简单！

只需rm20...

所以就买了

（ pls ignore the chicken little bed sheet..

i kno it's very lame..=.=）

这是另外一件让我更搞不懂会买下的黑色背心

因为衣服的后面有很多个洞洞

是一整条脊椎骨都有洞

哈哈

重点是这一条很多洞洞的背心值rm69．

好败家哦我！

也许是牌子的关系

可能我很喜欢那超红的红心配上很黑的底色

当然不是因为那衣服上打印着的句子而买的

我才没那么自恋

可能我喜欢它穿在我身上的感觉

当我穿上这件衣的时候

也许我需要喊

" call me rocker ''

然后再加一个很酷的手势＋再梳一个punk头

白痴咩！

nid to keep fit keep fit.

这条牛仔裤不是skinny jeans

也不是straight cut

更不是喇叭裤

我也不懂该怎么形容它

有点阿里巴巴的感觉

之前就开始流行着的款式

可是我现在才买到

穿起来有点矮矮的

侧面看起来瘦瘦的

正面看不出我的肥腿

美中不足

可是我还是买了

因为喜欢

喜欢打过天

价钱－ rm69.90

是用自己打工的钱

所以不会内疚

哈哈

这是裤头～

再来是今天买到的罗马高跟鞋

它是米色

不是白色

原本不是很喜欢白色罗马鞋

到最后却又买了

可能因为褐色太多人有了

自己也有一双

可是这双也没有褐色啦

只有黑色和米

黑色穿起来太野了

我不喜欢

所以只好买这双米色的了

rm71.90

expensive sial~

tadaaaaa...

还有意思吗？

2009-12-31T03:10:00.000-08:00

心理再次的不平衡
近来心情都欠佳
我不喜欢我的心情会随意被那个人牵着走
逊死了！
带着不好的心情出去是最烂的了
做什么都心不在焉
我不要可不可以
难道我永远都学不会什么叫潇洒
我最讨厌潇洒的人
你们最不负责任你们永远是最自私的那一位
不是吗？
还有意思吗？
时间久了我却开始动摇到底还有没有意义
是不是时间越长却看得更清楚更明白
都看透了！
女孩子喜欢莫名其妙的发脾气
你知道为什么吗
他们并不是无理取闹
而是因为他们看得更细腻
他们感受得到男人没发觉到的东西
反复的因为同一件事而争吵
是怎样?
我累透了！
有没有试过无奈到连那一口怒气都可以自己吞下
然后再装着没事
因为已经知道结果还是一样
那又何必浪费时间浪费精力？
那一天我真的很不开心
失望到绝顶
可是就算我再怎么绝望
我还是对你抱着一些些希望
因为我不想轻易放弃这3年来的感情。
为什么我说没有意思
因为现在的承诺都不算什么承诺
我的存在是否是你说的那么重要
我不知道
我希望那是真诚的
不是纯粹因为想挽留而脱口而出的善意谎言

i wish to own this so so muchhh!!!

2009-12-30T10:00:00.000-08:00

BEAUTY TALK ,ever heard b4?

this is Beauty talk product which is introduced by taiwan niu er make up artist.

i think it is come from taiwan.

i really really wish to own one set of tat..

it is sold in SASA.

it is the way too expensive tat's y im still wondering should i buy one for myself.

But,it's megasales now..god..means tat it's having promotion price..

BUT HELL.

it's still very very expensive but seem very worthy.

the value pack is at the price of rm416.80

it comprises of

1oxysolution(cleanser)-original price rm89.90

1oxymask-original price rm189.00

1 moisturizer-original price rm128.00

1 travel pack-original price rm 168.00

2 pieces of oxymask-one for rm14.80

1 small mosturizer

1 small oxymask

it costs rm700+ if add up all together.

this is the oxysolution,it's having 3 functions

it can be the make up remover,

toning or cleanser

very very refreshing and smell good.. i love it very very much !!

but im not afford to buy it..T_T

and this is the Oxy mask..u just need to apply on ur face not more than 10 min.

then u can rinse it off..

it will turn to foam form within this 10min.

it's because of the oxymask absorbs all the oxygen into ur skin.

our skin nids oxygen so that the moisturizer can be gone into our skin easily instead of just apply on the upper dead skin without making any effect.

this is b4 it turns to foam.

can u c the foam?

can u see the difference?

i tried it b4 on my hands..

and yes.i really see the differences.

u can str8 away see the effect.

ur skin will become fairer and ur pores will become smaller.

the salesgirl try on my both hand.

one is with oxysolution + oxy mask + moisturizer

another hand with only moisturizer...

i can feel the one with oxysolution + oxymask can absord the moisturizer easily becoz it become dry after few minutes.

but another hand will become dry slowly.

t'hat's amazing !

the most important is tat it is suitable for my skin.

this skin care product really attracted me alot~

and this is the moisturizer..

the girl told me you don nid to apply so much while u using it.

it can last for half year.

so is it worthy to purchase it with the price ?

i nid some advice..

especially for MouMou

2009-11-10T11:07:00.000-08:00

This was how he looks like but it's two years ago!

cute rite?!

The 1st day he had been taken to me he really looked lk wat the pic showed.

very cute..

and i miss his young look.haha =)

he was just like a baby..he liked to near with his owner and observe what m i doing.

actually that was the 1st time i tried to adopt a puppy

i scare of dog since i was young coz i had been bitten by my neighbor's dog.

tat was scary ! and i still got the scar on my leg.

But very thankful that moumou made me does not scare of dog anymore

he made me more understand what dog's thinking.

puppy is just like human.they've got their feelings and mind.

they feel happy when they are happy

they feel sad when they are sad

just like us!

and now i kno dog is not that scary at all.

why is it i named him as MouMou?

becoz he is hairy ..i think this is the best answer.

perhaps this was my 1st time.

so i didn't really know what should i do & prepare for adopting a dog.

i didnt train him to pee & poo once he stayed in my house.

and caused he likes to pee on floor =.=

i taught him how to shake hand..but failed for many times..sigh~

but why?

my friend-mashi,once taught him..he knew how to shake hand then.gosh

i saw mashi was talking gently at his ears and teach him patiently with english ..

i was so surprised tat he could understand wat was mashi talking.

and his hand was up!u cant definitely imagine how excited i was ..

hehe..he did tat finally..how touching it was...thumbs up!

u were great..moumou!

i've got no idea why two years later he will become lk tat..

diff alot compared to his previous look..but it's okay..he is still adorable～

actually he is very naughty + make me headache everytime.

ppl told me that if the dog is mix,he is more naughty compared to the 100% original breed.

unfortunately moumou is a mix breed dog ,

the worst is that nobody know which kind of breed mix with .

he is an emotional dog ..he changes his mood when he feels wrong.

when he feels ppl neglect him and he will try to do something badly to impress u ><

eg:pee & poo all the way in the living room !

he ever vomited everywhere at the house because of he ate something which canot be eaten.

but some dogs same as him as well..

simply eat wrong thing and vomit everywhere..so this is normal.

the 1st time he vomited is because of he drank the oil which chinese used for sembahyang's table.

there's one thing that i couldn't forget & forgv myself.

which is i caused my old house infected by ticks from moumou..

i nvr kno it could become so serious.it's sad to recall this.and it was a shame !

very sorry to wh ,ws and ky!=(

it was 29th oct 09

i planned to take many photo with him for the last chance as a memory between me & him

in my life.

i knew that he is hard to be controlled.

n it was true..

he drove us crazy on that day.

but there're many fun happened as well..

especially thanks to a foo to be the camera man on that day !

thankyou so much!

he loves moumou too =)

see properly..my hands got many red spot !!

everytime i bring him to the field..it will cause me lk dat.

tat is very ithcy !

he likes to smile =)

itchy !! annoying~

when dog meets with cat ...

and the dog is moumou..

he was trying so hard to disturb the kitten

he was being fierce to the kitten

the kitten didnt scared of him at ALL.

and try to fight back with moumou..

moumou is noob..zzz

so sad!

i think he saw the kitten !

"i saw the pussy cat..

yea i see ..i see the pussy cat"

he is always uncontrollable ...

i love this !

he looked happy !

run run run ~

finish photo section..

back to home .

back home sai bak bak !

he is very skinny in deed..

i love to bath with him.because he will stay calm and let me to bathe him..

and this is the best time to cope the relationship with him.

he will look at me while im talking to him when i bathe him..

i think he was listening to me.haha

the last one -- MouMou ~

i like this pic very much..

u look naughty..

last sunday

2009-11-03T14:42:00.000-08:00

上个星期日

和朋友享用了美好的早餐

真的很好吃！

其实我很喜欢吃早餐

可是因为自己的生活颠倒到不行

吃早餐的机会是少之又少

有时候甚至没吃午餐

我真的不懂自己几时会有病

it suits my feeling tonite

2009-10-15T10:16:00.000-07:00

Ne-yo-- Mad

She's staring at me
I'm sitting wondering what she's thinking
Nobody's talking 'cause talking just turns into screaming
And now it's I'm yelling over her, she yelling over me
All that that means is neither of us is listening

And what's even worse?
That we don't even remember why we're fighting
So both of us are mad for

Nothing, fighting for
Nothing, crying for
Nothing, whoa
But we won't let it go for

Nothing, no not for
Nothing, this should be
Nothing to a love like what we got

Oh baby, I know sometimes it gonna rain
But baby, can we make up now?
'Cause I can't sleep through the pain
Can't sleep through the pain

Girl, I don't wanna go to bed mad at you
And I don't want you to go to bed mad at me
No, I don't wanna go to bed mad at you
And I don't want you to go to bed mad at me
Oh no no no

And it gets me upset
Girl when you're constantly accusing
Asking questions like you already know
We're fighting this war
Baby when both of us are losing
This ain't the way that love is supposed to go

Whoa, what happened to working it out?
We've fall into this place
Where you ain't backing down and I ain't backing down
So what the hell do we do now?
It's all for

Nothing, fighting for
Nothing, crying for
Nothing, whoa
But we won't let it go for

Nothing, no not for
Nothing, this should be
Nothing to a love like what we got

Oh baby, I know sometimes it's gonna rain
But baby, can we make up now?
'Cause I can't sleep through the pain
Can't sleep through the pain

Girl, I don't wanna go to bed mad at you
And I don't want you to go to bed mad at me
No, I don't wanna go to bed mad at you
And I don't want you to go to bed mad at me
Oh no no no

Oh, baby this love ain't gonna be perfect
Perfect, perfect, oh oh
And just how good it's gonna be
We can fuss and we can fight
Long as everything's all right between us
Before we go to sleep
Baby, we're gonna be happy, oh

im fed up v so much of argument filling my days !
it hurt ed me so much,and yet u as well.
what makes us quarrel ?
diff opinions , diff thinking ,diff perspectives..
im getting tiring to explain and shout for my feeling ..
the more we explain , the more we feel pain !=(
and cause selfishness & sadness in the end.
two disappointments i did face in 3 days time.

tat's enough!

lame post

2009-10-14T02:13:00.000-07:00

A lovely day out with sista is one of the happiness in my life.
especially when all of us had finished the final exam.
sista amber ,sista nicwei,sista bonnie & sista huai jie(haha) were my buddies on tat day.
we planned to snap big head photo..and we did it,huhu^^
b4 snapping pic ,let's go for dinner 1st..

we got a pair of dimple.

haha,i found out im getting lazy to blog..shit !
i just wanna post up the photos & update sth..
since i've abandoned my blog for a long time..
the big head photo ill show up next time ><
lame =.=

gotta continue my drama..
bye ~ ~ ~

噩梦

2009-08-27T23:56:00.000-07:00

怎么老是发这种噩梦？
我可以深深感受到在梦里面的我是如此的
痛苦...
心疼..
心酸...
害怕...
有人说梦和现实是相反的..
我希望是真的！
但有时候在梦里出现的情景
会在现实中发生
而且一模一样！
那代表什么...??
原来我是不能承受那种痛..
还要逼自己接受...
在梦里我一滴眼泪都没流..
也许我太快被恶梦吓醒了..
不想让故事继续..
也不想看到自己在梦里有多脆弱
有多狼狈..

惊醒的那一刻..
心里还是挣扎的
还疑惑着
还在胡思乱想
还可以感受到心跳的速度
心情低落到了极点..
可是很庆幸的那只是一场梦..
也慢慢松了一口气..

好久没有上来部落格
怎么今天却是因为这场噩梦来写这篇文章
拜托！
不要再让我发这种梦！
这时最后一次！！！

My Birthday 2009

2009-08-11T08:46:00.000-07:00

Finally i got the free time to post up my birthday celebration.
it would be a long long post again.
coz there are quite a number of photo had been taken.
24th,July is my lucky day.i like this day so much.haha.
even the lecturer told me the answer during the midterm test..seee..how lucky m i.?
But,1st time i felt so unhappy during tat day coz i got law midterm test on the same day.
no choice,i should study for my exam..and canot count down for my bday also.T_T
i was with Amo on 23rd in library until 12am.
Luckily i still got him,count down with me at station one
after being library boy/library girl ...hehe..
thanks !dear.

12am reached.it's time to receive bday wishes from friends.haha.
haiz,my phone had been barred coz i never pay the money.=.=
means i can only receive ppl msg while i canot reply them and at least say a thanks !
sorry.i really appreciated the wishes that u guys gave me.i never delete until now.
thanks for those who wished me through sms , facebook , or phone call.
since i cant reply u guys.so i wanna list down the name list to show my gratefulness =)
it follows in sequence.

1.wei qi ( surprise tat received his msg, his bday is same with mine ,and i met him in station one summore,he was celebrating with his friends..what a coincidence!)
2.amber(mmu)
2.bonnie(mmu) ..(hehe)
3.xue qi(mmu)
4.huai jie(ht + mmu)
5.lee dhing(mmu)
6.sin yu(mmu)
7.chia hooi(ht)
8.wai xian(mmu)
9.leng mui(ht)
10.siang nie (mmu)
11.foo(mmu)
12.choo(mmu)
13.ethan(mmu)
14.xiao bai(mmu)
15.linsong(mmu) [wat a weird wish?! '' oi! happy bithday !haha.. freeze freeze freeze'']
16.xuan(mmu)
17.ting yi(mmu)
18.manfred(mmu)
19.grace(ht)
20.wayning(mmu)
21.desvand(melaka)
22.unknown =.= ( i think i nvr save ur name)
23.teck (mmu)
24.jayun(ht)
25.koko(ht)
26.shao yang(ht)
27.kimkhiam(ht)
28.milku(ht)
29.marilyn(mmu)
30.junhao's mum(ht)
31.poh hui(mmu)
32.xiaochyi(mmu) [so so happy u still rmb me!]
33.hui rou(ht)
34.junyuan(mmu)
35.kae woei(mmu)
36.ming wei(my youngest brother)
37.Cjay+ daddy mummy(my ''younger'' brother)
38.jing shuang(ht)
39.kim hiong(mmu)
40.shi fang(ht)
41.fongyin(mmu)
42.fong jun(mmu)
43.chong cheng(mmu)
44.wingee(mmu)
45.AMO (my dear) --- the last last one!(touched)

oh yea,still got two more deasest jimui froggie & fish gv me a phone call,
i miss them seriously ..cry..@@
anyways,thanks alot my dear friends!!thanks thanks ! touched =)

Part One:
Okay,gonna start my bday celebration post now.
i finished my law midterm at 9pm and he told me tat he wanted to have dinner with me.
So,he fetched me home to dress up b4 we go.
i saw foo's car was park in front of my house , i nvr think too much..
until i entered the house .. talked with foo & cai cai.. only i noticed there was a cake put on the table.haha..sorry dat i never see it. then there's a paper writing dat "...."
...shit.i've forgotten..
i just know tat foo told me : they left d...only left the cake..
they wanted me to celebrate myself?!
but impossible la,i knew something's gonna happen.just dunno wat's the next?!
btw i saw alot of shoes hided under cai cai's little sunny(nissan).=.=
i should act dunno i think..LOL..
until i went up to my room to change my clothes..
so funnnyy..all of them were hiding inside my room.
i opened the door ...
they shouted loudly """arrrrhhhhh!!!!"" and waving their torch light..
and close the door back!!
wahahahaha~~
dunno wat reaction i should gv..
'' laugh!!" will be the best !
thanks for the surprise yea~
then they sang the bday song to me..
and i made 3 wishes.!hehe =) ..wishes wishes ,pls come true ya~~

ugly pictures..sad...
they're so kind..never dirt me with cream..maybe they scare of me.haha
i told them '' NOt Heng Anymore,pls don play again!wahaha!"

wingee told me : this year i canot celebrate with u ya,but got someone replace me 1st ya..
does she means the biggest face on the pic above?haha
No mind, no worries..ii wait for the next year..wingee ! come bacc..

stupid moumou i have..failed to take a family pic = (

all of the ppl & me

2nd round,we went to asian havana.i can order one set for free ,this is the priority for birthday!wuhoo..

my lao por & me ...kiss kisss...come on!

3 of us ,best fren forever :)

me & ting yi ..

me & FOo..

hahaha~

linsong & me ( pls learn from wen hao ...how to smile..got demo at below)

wen hao & me

me & manfred(wingee's replacement?!)

ethan & me

me & bonnie hou ji mui

huai jie & me

anson & me

xue qi hou ji mui & me

finally , dear & wen

take 2

take 3

he did this post 2nd time...marilyn and ck ..this is wat u teach?don be disappointing!

nice nice!!the lighting attracted us to cam whore.

wei wei ..amber...

amber ... nicole

thanks to amber,wei wei,foo,cai cai,wai loo,eng chun,ting yi,anson,xuan,xue qi,ethan,bonnie,huai jie,wen hao,john ken,linsong,manfred& dear helped me to celebrate my bday..love u guys!

special thanks to wai loo,coz she boiled soup for pretty villagers(housemates) and allow me to drink two bowl.hehe..ur soup is really nice!i love it.thx.

Part Two :
choon wei invited me to go out , unfortunately it clashed with the saas appreciation dinner..
so we delayed it to 10pm..i will go off earlier to join them..hehe..
i knew gay papa & mashi came bac from kl to celebrate with me..
coz kai jia had told me..sorry tat i spoilt the surprise again.!sigh=(
she told me jia hong was coming bac as well..but i nvr see him on tat day!
tat's y the 1st question when i joint them i asked:" ehh,where is jia hong?"
instead of having surprise tat gay papa and mashi were there.
haha! as i knew it earlier..
and yea ...yu wei came bac from jb also..happy!!
coz i have been a long time never see him ..
damn miss him too ..

we gathered at friend's cafe,a nice environment!

happy bithday to mee.

21 yrs old ....

my gay pa..

jin ray..

making wishes??

choon wei kena rapped..

choon wei jiee..

mashitt..

xiao fei & gay weng

qian qian yu wei xue wen

thanks for coming!

thanks xiao fei gaypa,choonwei,yu wei,qian qian,kims,mashi and jin ray..
felt happy tat u guys till rmb my bday and willing to spare ur time celebrate with me..
nothing much i can say except THANKYOU!

end~

9th of august

2009-08-09T14:49:00.001-07:00

Today , 9th of august ,is a special day of some one..
he is my old friend who i knew him since standard one..
i think so.
it had been a long time which we couldn't deny the facts tat time really flies!
Few days back, we chatted about the past.
A lot of memories scanned in my head.
I realised tat many thing i've slightly forgotten.
Does it mean tat im getting older as time goes by?
or tat's not important or not memorable for me to remember?
But i would say tat the things whichever are done by others for me,
i wouldn't simply throw out from my mind.
felt happy to chat with a old friend especially he is so open minded & talkactive.
we can talk whatever we wanted to talk & share the feeling frankly to each other.
ok lah,since we knew each other so long d..
im here to sing a song for you..not a love song la..is a birthday song!

"happy birthday to you"
"happy birthday to you"
"happy birthday to shao yang"
"happy birthday to you"

happy birthdady to Ng Shao Yang..
i wish u all the best for ur future undertaking.
May all ur wishes come true.
Lastly,
and also sincerely,
Hope u can get a GF who is
ADORABLE
RESPONSIBLE
PRETTY
KIND-HEARTED ...

very very sooonnn..
GOOD LUck!!

These are all you wanted to seeee????!!!
LOL..

actually they are cute!

SAAS Appreciation Dinner

2009-08-07T00:00:00.000-07:00

Invited Wc & Oc..thanks to all of them who contributed in SAAS.
They're QUALIFIED to be invited in AD.

when i see this,i laughed...hahaha..u see our president AMBER so so funny!!
THe girl who kneed down over there!

It finally came to an END!
after appreciation dinner,it definitely means END!
allow me to say thanks to all OC..u guys are the best best one..

1.amber--the capable and blur blur president
2.manfred--the oldest dictionary in saas!
3.fong jun--the kindest + friendly external president!
4.fong yin-- the effective + efficient secretary!
5.vivian--the pretty +careless assistant secretary & treasurer
6.qiao wei--the responsible + quiet treasurer
7.ting yi--the slim & tiny & lazy & ''handsome'' prog.div head
8.john ken--the crazy + childish prog div assis head
9.wayning--the cute + noisy prog div assist head
10.xinyi--the ''si wen'' babe in saas
11.engchun--the most active oc in saas
12.wenming--the ''si wen'' prince in saas
13.joyce--sot sot + blur blur queen
14.gary--muscular man + da li shi in saas
15.weiwei--always come late person (haha)
16.Ningfeng--the guy who created our saas theme name.
17.wailoo--the girl who always ask ''why?"

did i left out who?
surely,i wanna thank wc as well,but there're too many wc out there..haha
im not gonna list down here..
thanks for all the contribution +sacrifice ..
NO u guys NO saas!

i don't join any event currently,even my friend asked
"r u sure u wont join anymore?"
"arrhh..listen 1st la.."
i said tat for few times but i joint it in the end..tat's y they asked like tat.
got some sort of feeling of sicking v those life of preparing event.
This is one of the reason i Don wan to join anymore.
However,there is alot of fun i GOT throughout different events.
"experiences?" YEs.
"Friends?"Yes.
"Crazy & Funny memories?" YEs.
i adapted with busy life,events filled up my empty time and somehow make me couldn't
adapt my free time now.
BUt,i know i should concentrate more in studies,i seriously feel it's too Tough for ME n sometimes make me feel panic..sobT.T

photo session is always the most interesting part.AND i like it the most.hehe

cute..

nice photo they had without me ..sob..

if u had read my blog,u'll kno this two guys..they always appear in my blog.=.=

since when u both being so close?

foo& me..i knew him since the 1st day i step into cls.he's such a helpful&funny guy..
we get to kno well in each other since ......
ehhhhh..iim not very sure..
we're having the same characteristic " laughing point is very low!"
we used to laugh at the same point when watching kungfu panda..
the important thing is there was NO OTHERs LAUGHING at that PArt!!

seowxuewen&chan tai heng! feel nice to call his FULL name.
he is my friend since alpha year..he was the driver of us who brought us to hv fun during foundation .
but i realised dat we never take pic b4..until SAAS summer camp..

but we have now =) but his hair so noob arr..
eh...the tummy pls ignore it!!

wei wei & him from design division ..act cute (behind) act cool (front)

wei wei's time to act cute , taiheng's time to act _____ ?
any suitable word to describe.got no idea at all with his expression above =.=
but his tummy looks so round...hahaha

NO.i never act cute.

eh hem..freezeee... the master & the student ..guess which one is the master??

jing dian picture, weiwei's freezeeee...but the camera man(manfred) so noob la..
you should snap like above pic.
since when everyone likes to do freeze ??
i started the trend..hahaha!!

pls don feel annoying & boring ..i know we3 always like to take pic together.><

this time only got ''do re mi'' ..im ''mi''..

me & wei wei,cute babe she is..see her..

me &hong jun(secretary) i think i never differentiate wrongly..
i can differentiate them since i joint saas..hehe

twins + amber...

nice shot!the so called ''handsome''(black jacket) + john ken (weird name)
they said his name was created when his dad ordered roti john ..
his dad: roti john satu..
waiter: can ...can...
end up >>> john ken(can)....
so cold =.=

they celebrated our bday...we are july babies!!
the guy was born on the same day with me..hehee..

dunno wat happened!?

we were snapping pic from posting 1-5..
but so paiseh ya..coz when ppl posting 2..i were showing 3..

when ppl were showing 4..i was showing 3..arrrghhh..sigh!

who wants our hug??

i only able to take pic with few ppl..there are still alot ppl i never take with them.
as i was leaving earlier..
foo..will u rate this post as ''standard post'' again?!

end..

SHOCKED!

2009-08-05T10:53:00.000-07:00

today,i visited my popo as usual like every holiday.
the weather was not really good,raining randomly.
b4 i departed,my friend's mum told me that,
ur popo house ''longan'' tree has grown alot of ''longan'' until ppl
feel wanna steal it.=.=

NOW i kno why she said like tat!COZ it's really A LOT!!!

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SEE!

Tat is just a part of the whole tree!it is very heavy..u can see tat!
usually..it is above the gate!!

my friend's mum said tat when i walked into ur popo house ,i will hit by the ''longan''!!
Truely Yes!

the higher side!!

The whole look is tat,but u cant see clearly where the longan...the other side has been covered by the black mat.

they are still young & small..still cant eat!

cute little longan!!

haha..

shopaholic

2009-08-04T07:53:00.000-07:00

Finally,the midterm break has come.
i struggled v the lab report on last friday.suffered hell!
i met the lecturer and he said that we can submit it after the break.
i was like......urmm..R.E.L.I.E.F!
hundred of stones dropped from my heart.
and surely,i smiled!:)
i insisted to try after i reached home,else, i'd forget everything tat he told me within half an hour
without showing me nor demo-ing anything as my lappy was hanged at that critical moment.!
damn.And,i had got the result eventually at home after few times trying.
*happy*(shouting at yesshh!!)

call me shopping queen!haha(was at klcc trying the party mask)

The title SHOPAHOLIC isn't about my lab report of course.
i went to KL last weekends with Amo.
He hadn't celebrated for my birthday,so,he planned to bring me to KL as my celebration.
my gift is -- having cash$ from him to shop what i want?sound cool huh.
of course,it is limited one..because u cant imagine how poor are we at tat moment.
But,we still went for it.i kno u're the GREAT one,im happy!really..
forgive me who is not considerate enough,and a bit materialistic.XD

we reached Sunway Piramid at about 2pm+..
i really got NO IDEA where to start my shopping journey.
coz it is not my own money,i should spend carefully to pick my own presents.
and he told me that rmb to spend it wisely and don feel regret of wat u buying.(giving me pressure).

it's having MEGA SALES now.gooooddd!!i could see 50% 70% 30% everywhere..excited.
i knew i was torturing him as he could only window-shopping and see me spend on his
money without hesitating,haha!

THE very 1st ONE --SASA ( lady-like)

GIRLS.it's time to shop for ur cosmetics,really cheaper alot after discount.

sasa charmomile face&eye make up remover (20%dis)
suitable for acne skin.

Kate black-colored gel liner (30% dis)

Garnier Aqua defense esssence

i only bought 3 products there,coz i was not willing to spend all
the money on these.if not,no budget for others!

forever 21--blue singlet..yea..i bought singlet again.

THe shop is not really organised compared to penang QB For21.
felt messy and fainted.at last i only bought one singlet.

romp dark green feather blouse

olden fashion pinky with flower dress.

olden fashion sling bag..

crystal love shaped necklace.

spec!!

SOon, the time was getting late,he was tired&bored also.
i felt so hungry but still can cont to shop..haha.
we decided to take our dinner b4 leaving SUnway..
i suggested sushi zanmai since we never try b4 and it is affordable
for us under this poor condition and it's at least better than eating
fast food like mcd,kfc,wendys as my celebration!huhu~

delicious foods are always worthy for us to wait in a LONG queue.
cam whore started while waiting in the queue,But i was sitting at the sofa where
he was lining up over there.haha.sorry,honey!

we got our place,yeah!~

hewas trying to act like being tortured by m3.
i treated u well wat, in the journey.ngek ngek~

THe very 1st step we did is to see the price for diff color in order to
ensure tat we wont over budget,haha!

white/light yellow--rm1.60
light blue -- rm2.80
pink -- rm3.80
black --rm4.80
red --rm 6.00

THIS one is really NICE, THUMBS up!he really thumbed up after putting into his mouth!
haha.

this one got bbq taste.forgot to jog down the name.

with much of ingredients..

the highest price tat we took on tat day.
salmon is inside..hehe..

my favorite dish -- prawn
i ordered fried prawn with rice.yummy~

seeeee,the fried prawn..my love.

seriously indulged at the nice & comfortable environment when u were hungry
and tired.
with good service & many of foods.
the main thing is we don nid to wait.
just pick wat u wan to eat.
we got our tummy fulled after glutton all da tasty sumptuous sushi.
i was satisfied.
then,we took a cab back to my GAy pa's home.
special thanks to my Gay pa,for letting us to overnight at his house.
he let us to sleep in his room while he slept in the living room.
so paiseh!thankyou so so much.

lastly,i wanna thank HIM.
friends said ''great bf,u hv!"
yea,i agree !
thanks for ur long long wishes from heart.
thanks for ur presents,trip.
& thanks for everything.
i love u so much!
i don have a sweet mouth,
BUT,
i can give a sweet kiss!hehe:)

HELPLESS

2009-07-30T11:53:00.000-07:00

it's so sad tat if u keep on trying one thing and yet u still cant get what u want..
then u will start feeling urself is so useless ><
im trying to settle the lab report on my own..
BUT,now i feel so helpless..god..
there's no one who i kno in the lab group.
end up i gotta be alone in the lab..
i wanted to find my ONLY friend actually..
but she has got her own partner ard.
it's getting tougher n tougher this trimester..i cant imagine how m i going to do my fyp
i gotta face plenty of obstacles in my tele's road where im still a failure in my engineering studies since i entered U..
the lecturer said the 2nd lab will be harder than this .
harrrrr....??!!!
How to survive in the 2nd lab since i cant even solve the 1st lab.sob.
somebody help me...!!!
Another two subjects which make me more pening kepala one are more challenging..
where they are java programming & engine mathe5 so called random process.
the lecturer teach until chp5 for java i still blur in the class and tut class.ouuuhhh..
should blame myself cant put more concentration during class.my mind keep floating when having class.im trying myself so hard to look at the lecturer & listen carefully v wat he is tryin to explain ..
and haha..my heart has flied to somewhere else d..shopping mall?
hmmmp..
i have to find my lecturer tmr for seeking help from him ..
wish me luck.
i wish to settle it faster..
and i can enjoy my weekends with dear in kl..and the rest of my midterm break with my family..
i miss home so much ,seriously..
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Tag by faye

2009-07-22T13:15:00.000-07:00

1.被點到必填，不填代表你不尊重傳給你的人和問卷。
2.請老實的回答每一個問題。
3.不行擅自塗改題目。
4.寫完請點8位朋友，不可不點。
5.點完後請通知那8位小朋友他被點到了。

。。。。個人題 - 10 題。。。。
01 你叫什么：雪雯
02 你的綽號：Boon，大头，猪，大象，小气女
03 你的血型：dunno A or B?
04 你的星座：leo
05 你是男還是女：female
06 你幾歲：21
07 你住哪裡：simpang empat(hometown),dahlia(melaka)
08 你現在的學校：MMU
09 你有沒有手機：yea
10 承上，那是多少：2

。。。。朋友題 - 10 題。。。。
11 你最要好的朋友（限１個）:alot..why canot state more than 1..(~
12 你最討厭的人（限１個）：No

。。。。情題 - 10 題。。。。
21 你有沒有喜歡的人： yeah..
23 如果没有，你希望什麼時候有另一半：----
24 到目前為止，你跟多少人告白過：NO!
25 到目前為止，你被多少人告白過：more than 10 gua..
26 到目前為止，你交過多少個男／女朋友： should say 1 or 2?
27 你現在有另一半嗎: yeah..
28 你最好的同性朋友跟你告白你會怎樣：1st ill say don joke with me,then reject him in a good way..
29 你初戀情人突然跟你告白你會接受嗎：NO,but i will feel happy..hahaha
30 你為什麼會喜歡你現在喜歡的人：coz he is amazing..
31 你和另一半牽手過嗎：of course yes!
32 你的另一半抱或親過嗎: absolutely yes!
33 你跟異性牽手過嗎：yeah..
34 是誰，你們什麼關係：forgot who d ...family or friends
35 現在有人在追你嗎：errrrr....yes

。。。。混合題 - 10 題。。。。
36 如果有天，好朋友離你而去，你會怎樣： crying badly ..crying like hell...
37 如果有天，好朋友背叛你，你會：feel upset & disappointed but will forgv after a period..
38 如果有天，好朋友對你喜新厭舊了，你會：sad & find new friends lo..
39 如果你很受不了你的父母，你會離家出走嗎：NO!
40 你上課認真嗎：no!!!
41 你功課好不好：not really..
42 你开电腦都在幹麻：chitchat,drama-ing,fb,blog,etc
43 你的即时通有多少个同性: never count la..
44 你的即时通裡有多少個異性：=.= sohai..

。。。。兇手題 - 10 題。。。。
45 傳給你這份問卷的人是誰:faye
46 这個人對你好不好:okay arr..
47 這個人是你的誰： my scc assistant plus jimui..
48 你有喜歡過這個人嗎：i like her coz she is my gud friend
49 你們認識多久了:1 year++
50 這個人是怎樣的人：sampat plus cho loh...hahaha..
51 這個人正／帥嗎：yea..
52 這個人跟你有沒有在一起过：ever work as a oc in scc lo..
53 萬一你喜歡這個人，你會怎麼办：become a les lo..

。。。。聯想題 - 10 題。。。。
56 說到正妹你會想到誰：jolin
57 說到帥哥你會想到誰： wear orange short pant de guy(weiwei&amber kno)haha
58 說到憨你會想到誰：my brother cj
59 說到痴你會想到誰：a foo
60 說到暗戀你會想到誰： the 1st guy who i admired
61 說到出去玩你會想到誰：weiwei amber..
62 說到聰明鬼你會想到誰： manfred gua..
63 說到傻子你會想到誰: john ken..
64 說到笑點低你會想到誰 : amber & a foo..
65 說到愛笑你會想到誰 : amber..

。。。。學校題 - 11 題。。。。
66 你的班導是誰：NO!
67 你的座位是第幾排第幾個：u thought sec school meh..
68 你最喜歡的老師是誰：sec school teachers.
70 你的英文好嗎：so so lo..
71 你的體育好嗎：not really..
72 你的数学好么：okok like tat lo..
73 你喜不喜歡你的校長：dunno whois tat..
74 你的學校好看嗎：damn small ...and big diff compare to cyber mmu
75 你的班級是：NO..

FIRST ONE..

2009-07-20T14:41:00.001-07:00

huhu..
i had received my very first birthday gift on last friday..
wow!so early sial..even my birthday hasnot reached yet.
But it's too bad that there is a midterm falls on tat day..
damn sad yea..hmmppp!!
anyways,i was happy tat she gifted me the bag ..thanks yea.
we stopped by at the place for quite a long time just to decide which bag to buy..
coz there is quite a number of diff type of bags tat we like.
can't stop holding diff bag in front of the mirror..
keep on testing which one is suited us more.
each person was holding two bags..
this is nice!tat one is nice too!!
how bout tat one??!!
i guess the seller started to feel annoying with us.
forgive us coz we are girls no matter wat..
GIRLS are born to be more choosy and somehow will b more hesitating..XD
there are too many choices for us.GOD.

eventually.
i picked THIS..
how is it??
NICE?
BUT i miss another one..coz tat 1 is cute..it is smaller and tied with a ribbon..
i like it as well..but i canot be too greedy to own two bags so i chose this as my gift.
THANKS ya..catherine..u are great^^ huggGGss~

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this is how it looks:-
deng deng~~

NO matter how..i like it..
coz it's gifted by friends..
sure ill like it..hehe

Yeahhhh!!

2009-07-19T14:07:00.000-07:00

yeahhh...
guess what?
it's hardly believe that i could do this as i had nvr think to learn tis after i found out it's not as hard as what i thought.

it was successful just like that >.<
why i would want to learn dat ?!i dunno =.=
it just happened in a sudden & very automatically!zzz
i think he was asked to teach when i was waiting for something.?!
oh yea,i was boiling the water for our supper-- milo.. sweat!
so free huh.
m supposed to study..lazy sial><

my sifu was instructing me..

"put ur left hand under ur.. put ur right hand ...bla bla bla..''
"slowly..fall ur head on da floor.."
"...opppsss...canot..let me try again.."
"errr...see me..after ur head reach the floor only settle ur leg..dont swing ur leg 1st.."
" ....OH.....still canot..."
"..slowly la.."

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someone passed by...make me laughed..
sorry tat i shocked her..haha
of course,i failed again...
i intended to try one more time..
rmb what my sifu have taught..
slowly..slowly..canot rush..
very soon..
finally..i did it...
''the freeze"
"uuuussshhhh!!!"
hurry took down the pic..hhahaha...

i did it i did it..so excited!~wooott.

wakakaka..
i kno im sampat =.=
pls forgive me..im happy ma..
at least my sifu praised me tat some ppl nid 1-2 days or even 1weeks to learn this..
but u learnt it so fast..
think he was praising himself tat he is a good master..not my talent matter.

after bathing,i tried it again without anyone seeing me..shy@@
BUT,i keep falling down..why huh?!just now succeed is fake one arrr??
i got an experience..canot do it after bathed.gosh~
u kno why?
after bathing,my hand and leg are so licin until when my hand contacted with my leg.my hand kept sliding down ..><
think nobd understand wat im trying to say..
forget about it..

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im so sampat.
nothing to be proud also =.=

Penguin & me

2009-07-14T20:27:00.000-07:00

penguin
me

''excuse me!"

"yes?" [the lift's door is closing]

"YOU,come with me!!"[one penguin blocked the door]

''you canot wear like tat to campus,do u kno?"

''......'' [i should say i dunkno or i kno?!!]

''where do u live?''

''dahlia.."

''can u go bac n change?"

''im having class right now...." [zzzzzz...]

"just one hour class,she will go bac n change afterwards." [amber chen interrupted]

''GIVE me your id!"

"eerrr...i got temporary id ONLY!'' [GOSH!!the temporary id is expired SUmmore!!]

''what!you're not supposed to hv temporary id,everyone's using smartcard now!''

"i missed the time when doing ''master''card! [is smart card..bodoh!luckily nobd hear it!]

''give me your id!''

im taking out from my pencil case..

''wat!JUNE???!!!now wat?"

"JUlY"

''u promised me after class must go BLOCK D to change a new one!you can get it immediately!''

''u mean once i do i can get it immediately?smart card?''

''YALAH,YOU PAY LAh!!'' [ i wanted to tell her U GV ME THE MONEY LA..]

''next time don wear mini skirt to campus,that one is for jalan one!'' [next time pls don apply the thick make up!]

DOnt feel like bother her..i just walked away..
i don think it is MiNi btw!
yeah,so suei..
i wore it for fews time but never caught by any penguin..
today kena caught by this penguin ............with many colors on her eyelid!
when i reach studio A,the class is cancel..
ish!!if i kno it's cancel..then i wont meet tat penguin..
at last,i never do the smart card ..as me & amber also don hv money.
sigh!
i decided to do it tmr..
can don't want!?
pls.
when ppl getting poorer and lacking of money
don ask me to spend on this stuff..
sobT_T

simple words could warm my heart

2009-07-03T03:53:00.000-07:00

do u agree?
it's hard to control not to let it flows .
it's hard to pretend i'm fine in front of the crowds.
especially with the crowds tat u familiar with.
if im standing on the road where i not belong to.
i could tear off with no image,haha.
one little tiny word or action shows one's characteristic.
human is clever,they live for themselve!
badword to describe--selfish

today's a clumsy day.
walking slowly,seeing thing negatively.
sitting in the lecture thinking of home.
head's spinning..
stomach is paining.
a sorrowful mood could affect ur physical n mental working.
how i wish my home is just hundred meter from here.
then i can go back when i miss home.
a weaken heart could simply be comforted by simple words.

''ill support u always''
''you cry i cry,cheers little sweetheart!''
''ill always by ur side''

it is just a combination of wording.
tell the one u love
even just a sms
can gain his or her smile^^

tears dropped once again becoz of those sweet sentences!
thanks!

..不要吝啬你的爱..