Monday, September 9, 2013

Recent Life

Have you ever thought what do you like? Are you enjoying in your working or you happy cause seeing the money come every month easily?
Do you realize everyone is chasing after their dream or aim? It's a trend nowadays. Youngsters currently like to do what they prefer to do instead of being a corporate-line worker or follow the footstep from old generation.
They are now a strong thinker, but one thing you need to survive from this competitive society which is that you need to always be creative & different from others. This is how you being more extraordinary and outstanding from usual.People around me/friends from university/youngsters like us are daring to dream big.

As comparing with Gen-X, we are brave enough, not patient enough perhaps ; wanted to be successful in shorter period. I think youngsters foresee how they will be from the their parents/seniors, they knew that this is not the lifestyle they're chasing for. We are lucky enough to execute what we like however, some older people are forced to accept what they have. They appreciated what have been given instead of asking for more.There are a lot of friends doing their own business/proceeding their dream in their own way. Nobody can judge this is a good thing or bad thing, everyone has different perspective. But i definitely think that's a great thing to pursuit. 

Now, it's time for me to think what should i possess in my future. Currently, i appreciate what i have owned. i enjoy my job as a regional sales engineer as I've got the chance to visit different countries. i gain knowledge whenever i travel, i see further whenever i travel. But i knew that this is not gonna be a long term plan, one day i need to settle down instead of flying everywhere. Still i wanna emphasize, i love flying seriously!
At this age, I will fight for my current job and always look for a better career opportunity on the same field. Human being is given unlimited strength to pursue or achieve your target, everything is possible, while your action does matter to every of your outcome. You are the key person to make thing done. 

i have entered working society for 2 years. Time flies no doubt, it's a busy lifestyle where every Mon-Fri are the working days; every Mon-Thursday night are my working days as well; i have started this kind of lifestyle since last August. without hesitation, it's kinda tiring. I felt happy and do complaint at the same times. i have been teaching piano since last year, absolutely not an easy job to teach a 4 years old child @.@ i noticed that i was lack of patience lately when they do not practice what have i taught them. i put so much effort in explaining and teaching one by one. Perhaps i need some creative idea to dig their interest out of space. Now i understood my teacher's feeling. LOL. To be honest, i was once a hardworking & fast learner in Piano, personally think that my teacher was happy to teach me..Hahahaaha.. so there it is i found that interest and passion are essential when comes to instrument learning. Anyhow, i will not give up easily, i could not explain why m i still willing to go so far for just teaching a class. ?! I would say that i am still far away to be a good piano teacher, so i decide to improve myself by doing more homework + revision ; complete my theory certification. I need time seriously. Yesterday night, one of the parents did motivate me by telling that i am teaching her daughter very well. omg i feel happy just listening the few words.

Recently, i am addicted to workout and exercise! Never had this passion and determination before, it was suffering in the beginning, but slowly it would turn out to be a habit. Make it part of your life, you will definitely enjoy it. I see no harm to stay healthy in doing exercise & eating clean as i can save a lot of money, i can shed the unwanted fat, i can have a healthy body, i can learn cooking, i can know which kind of fruits are good/bad. etc. Friends asked me why i had that determination or why do you keep fit? I had no proper answer, probably i wanted to train my determination and stamina for doing something. Set a target for yourself, and make it works. It makes me understand that if you want it, then work for it, and you will own it! Although i am yet to achieve a perfect abs or butt shape. lol ,But this is so true for applying in our daily life regardless in any platform. Even though it's just a small matter yet it actually reflects on how determine we can be. Are you the person who easily give up on anything? Thanks to my boyfie who controls me so hard for eating the fattening & unhealthy food. He pulled me to gym together when we were in Melaka. i was so reluctant to go and pretend like sick. wtf  ><  I rmb once, i joined his family to have dinner in one steamboat restaurant. After eating, i went to grab some ice-cream for satisfying myself since we had doing so much exercise & just eating Vege =.= He suddenly shouted at me " Cant eat!! " in front of his family ! wth Him! His sis said : why so pity, it's like living in the prison ! i was actually wanted to have 2 bites only. You can see how strict he can be for himself & me.

However, it's over. i had gone through the hardest part. it has been 2 months for continuous exercise and eating clean. I'm entering the 3rd month and i will keep going to see how far i can be. Perhaps i can slack down a bit on October as im going to spare sometimes for another aim.

I've done so much of crap!-.- zzz.zzzz.zzz
It's better to stop here. Update next time. Ann Yeong ~ ~ ~


Thursday, June 27, 2013

Grrrrgrgrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

i know you will not read my blog,
am freaking fed up and tired to teach and educate you everything!!!

please give some common sense, basic knowledge you didn't know?!?!

who's gonna comfort me.....

how long i am gonna endure all these??????? i have given years to you.

Damn pissed off and heartache!

Friday, May 10, 2013

Awesome Korea Trip 2013

Time is running fast, one-eye-blink, my Korea Trip had reached.
Over-excited for it, as you know, it was winter and i hadn't experienced it! 
One week before the trip, i actually started to do my packing, got all the winter cloths done. 
However, until the day before the trip, i was still packing, forgot about this and that! I can never fight with my carelessness and forgetful brain. Kinda fed up some times. 

After the trip, seriously think that i need a backpack for next round trip, too much inconvenience caused to myself. Luckily, i have two caring Botha, they will always help me to keep my water bottle, scarf, Powerbank, etc. feel regretted that i dint buy the RM30 backpack in Korea.  

To travel around Korea, you need to learn some basic korean language in order for you to communicate with them in ordering food, buying stuff, asking route, etc. Since it's an independent and first world country, they can survive in their own country. They don't really treat English importantly. But, some of my korean friends aware of the importance, they do speak a better English.
I had never expected that It could be so cold! It was reallly cold once i reached Seoul. According to Korean, Seoul and Jeju Island are colder than Busan. Seriously got no mood to walk on the street on the 1st day, you cant feel your hands, your lips would start to be dried out, you would feel the pain on your ears. damn uncomfortable for me! idk why i still felt cold after wrapping myself like a dumpling?! how can it happened ? lol.. But Aiden Oppa told me they wore 10 layers during their military service. that is weather, you cannot beat it. I tried to adapt it day by day. 

Unfortunately, on the 2nd day, my leg started to feel painful. Is not because of i walked too much that kind of pain, my right leg could not bend when i was going downstair.I think probably due to the cold weather. Can you imagine how i walk when i reached the stairs. i Jumped =.=  And you know, my friends started to laugh at me, there were still many days in Korea, how to travel? Travel is about walking, walking and walking! without affecting my travelling-mate, i will bare with the pain. On the 3rd day, My korea friend bought me pain killer sticker. actually it wasn't helpful at all. The next day, it turned to be serious, this time i can not go upstair and downstair. wth! and i started to feel phobia when i reach staircase..... Again!Again!...so many staircase. The worst thing is when i went to Busan Tower, OMGoshh!!!!!! i need to go step by step to reach the Tower...so damn long weh the stair...no escalator meh?! har! But Justin and Auntie Ho carried me along the way... so touched :') Thankiu ... seriousnly, i didnt have mood on 3rd day of my trip. Can see that in my photo. My face looked so pale. In the end , my leg got cured after applying the athlete's muscle loosen lotion and cooling spray from Siyeon's elder brother. Really thank you.And i bought them back to Msia. Hahaha.   

In fact, we went to 3 places which are Seoul, Busan(By 5hoursbus) and Jeju Island (by internal Flight). The foods are healthy and Tasty, if you are a korean food lover you will definitely enjoy the meals in korea, without any constipation problem ,i bet. The scenery is really awesomely B-E-A-U-T-I-F-U-L!! Let the Pictures catch your eyes , these are only part of it, gonna upload all in FB after i done my editting.  
Some Food Photos 
Chicken and pork stick.
The Street Foods are almost the same for Seoul, busan and Jeju. Maybe just different taste.

This is just like KL Pan Mee or Melaka mee Hun kuey 
(busan)

In fact msia has it, but the taste is really different, must try !
(Busan-Jagalci Market)
This is just like fish ball paste, need to eat it by lining up a Long-Q.
(Busan-Jagalci Market)

Dak-gal-bi (Seoul-Nami island)
Can have it in Msia- Uncle Jang, but this one consist a lot of Seaweed.

Paris Baguette ( korean pronounces it differently, try to get them and pronounce it to you =D )
Parit Baguette Cafe is everywhere in Korea! Almost every one hour, you can see it! LOL
Pork chi-gae ( Seoul), randomly pick a restaurant 
Very famous sam gye tang in Seoul, nearby the palace (jing3 fu2 gong1)
Cold Stone Ice Cream , Nseoul Tower. 
The one Vivian holding is the best, berry Yogurt Cheese (if i have no mistaken)

Some scenery photo
Jeju Island

Busan


Seoul-Nseoul Tower

Nseoul Tower

Itaewon-Seoul
Westen-like Building

Nami Island- Seoul (winter sonata shooting place)

Jeju Island- seong san ig jul bong 

Jeju Island 

Busan

 
Palace-Seoul 






To be continued in Fb for the photo.


Wednesday, February 27, 2013

Next Direction

Heard that the year of snake is a good year for Dragon babies. I don't really care about it in fact , whether it is "fan tai sui" or not. i just live my life as usual. Since it's a good one, i hope it will last for the end of this year. Let's get smooth throughout this year,dragon babies =) regardless on career, love, health, family and etc.

I have got 3 offers from different companies recently. I would name them as Company A,B&C first.haha. Im ready to resign from my current company, canot imagine how delighted am i now. Just sent an email to my bosses to notify them about my resignation, hope it can be settled in fast. Btw, i had rejected Company A which offered me on last week. They can pay me well & told me that if i got another offer from other company, they would like to offer me higher than the company. I had gone to interview at Company B last month. The job scope is really what im looking for, which is why im so desperated to get it. Personally felt that i did well for the 2nd interview. I waited for 1week, they didnt inform me/update me about my status as they promised me to let me know after a week.I was so moody and insomia for this. So i wrote an email to the director, fortunately he replied me the next day, and he told me to bare with them patiently. Okay =.= 2nd week passed, no update again... my mood drop to the bottom already. My friend who works in the company told me that there are 2 male candidates, i personally send an SMS to the sales manager asking how was it. Again he replied, under review, please be patient ,after CNY will be finalised =.="". hahaha....It seems that i cant live without the job and so desperate.
!! After this i tell myself, must think positively, and face it naturally. Dont be over-confident/give too much hope so that you wont feel so disappointed if it is a bad news.
I've got complaint during the 1st interview about my attire from the receptionist.  i wore a white sleeveless + slightly transparent top(with tube) with a black skirt. However, i still got the chance to go for 2nd interview, so During 2nd interview i wore a high neck top + black blouse with a black skirt (just right above my knee) . BUt, there was still ppl claimed that i m sexy?? idk where did my sexiness comes from? !i was so worried this is the reason they dont hire me. Things goes great cuz they called me on this monday morning. i was soooo happpppy ! Finally i got it after a month.Especially when you did not put so much hope and look forward to look for other company, and you received the call. Great !!

So,This morning i went to Company B collected my offer letter and signed it. After that, i went to Company C for interview. I wanted to reject the interview invitation but the Hr kept persuading me yesterday when i called up and said that the boss wish to meet me and bring me lunch after the interview. It's impolite to reject and my friend was the one recommend me. So gotta "give some face". The director is a really good & successful man, he develops and manages his company all well, no doubt, the company's performance is very good for oversea & local business.he is very straightforward person cuz he wanna hire me on the spot and can pay better than A/B. He hires a staff by following his heart. He think he can click with the person, he will select you no matter you are poor in technical skills, but of course you must have a good attitude and personality. I promised him 2 days later ill give him a call and let him know my answer. He knows all my situation, he knew that ive got offer letter and how much they pay me & understand that the percentage is lesser for me to choose his company. Actually, i promised him to give a fair consideration for both company. Canot deny that i do hesitate at this moment. At the same time, i canot break my promise to Company B, they are so worried that i would not report on the first day of employment.

When come to choice/making decision, headache comes as well. =.= 
Company B
- Product Sales position (hose/air spring/autod hose)
- Travel oversea frequently eg: sg, india, aussie, japan etc.
- not a high demand business if compare to company c
- Multinational Company
- lower pay

Company C
-Solution Sales Position (air con)
-Travel oversea occasionally
-more challenging
-must have strong technical skills
-growing company (HQ in itally)
- higher pay

....................................................................................................................................................................
In my heart, there is an answer, but there is no harm i compare with each other. It's beneficial to me.
Btw, i really wanna thank to my friends & some job hunters helps to get the jobs. There are no news at all if i applied through jobstreet.. zzzzz..wtf..Friends can get you an interview chance faster. But there is still a little contribution which jobstreet provided me. Cuz the job hunters saw my resume on jobstreet...Lol....Nowadays, i wont feel fear/nervous during job interviews. Thanks to my current job lah, as i get the chances to meet different kind/level of people. Im kinda used to it. Interview is a  great chance to promote yourself to the company...hahaha. Maximize your goodness, minimize your weekness. Or turn your weakness to your goodness.....lol...And please rmb don't ever mention the badness of your current company if they ask why do you wanna leave your current company?
If you have any doubt on job interview, Just ask google! Enhance your communication skill before attending an interview. hehe.

that's all......
buai ~

Wednesday, November 23, 2011

Emo

It's Scary when you Suddenly become single.........

and you're not with ur family.........

i miss home ................

Sunday, November 20, 2011

First Day....

Today is the First Day..
 ...........
.........
....
......

..


.


.

being alone ....

Friday, November 11, 2011

Bored in the officee

Had finished my task. So free, and im so dare. open the blog and start typing.
There are cctv around.but i still don care. =.="
see when i got caught and warned.
Recently, when im driving alone,
My brain tends to be empty, not concentrate, 
after that it started to appear a lot of pictures and memories especially when OneFM is playing the song of this movie "you're an apple of my eye". 


I really love this movie. X10000000000 (infinity) haha. The movie director picked the right female character as she is really those type of girl that many guys would fall for her during secondary school . i Believe that every of your high school sure having these kind of girls. haha. so called "wan ren mi".
I recalled a lot of memories, memories with old friends!I guess that it would be perfect if you are watching together with a bunch of your high school friends.


She is not very very very pretty, But, she is adorable and people would like to make friends with her.
She looks totally cute with her two dimples. i cant believe that she is 28 yrs old currently, but she looks so young, and just like 22-23 years old girl. 
The guy is too handsome, sad that why there was no any guy look like him during my batch. haha.


 There are few scenes that etched in my heart.
i remember one of the conversations in the movie, when the girl's best friend said to her:
" Dont tell me that you feel annoying letting so many guys tackle you?"
"No, but i felt that im the one who is the most xing fu in this world." 
Haha, actually, i ever felt tat during my younger time, it's not because of so many guys fall for me like her la..haha .it's because of i have many best friends that treat me very goooodd! I miss the days that we spending together last time.  

Next, it's when the guy lost the girl, and he said 
"a same age Guy can nvr be more matured than a same age Girl"
"their mature made you feel helpless and you'll nvr experience it at tat moment" .
So whenever the girl keep scolding him that he is childish!!stupid...He couldn't understand why did she say so..but blaming her why she doesnt agree with what he likes.
this is so true....i experienced myself !!!

And one more scene that i felt touched
the guy said "Who can sincerely wish a girl to be blissful when the groom isn't himself.,no way!"
However, when the bride walk out together with the groom to the stage, 
He saw the smile at her face. He changed his mind, oppose of wat all he said just now.
He again said: "It can be, It's possible to be happened, if you really love someone, you feel it's worth whenever you see her faithful smile.You only wish her to be happy rather than owning her."
One moreee, is when he kissed the grooom ...so touchhiiingg! and i feel sam tong for him coz he couldnt be with the girl. 

Anyhow, i feel this is the best part of the movie. If he can be with the girl, Then it's just a normal movie.. Sometimes, imperfection makes thing just so perfect.
 


Friday, October 14, 2011

A SImple word yet a hardest word to say

Do you apologize every after when u do wrongly?
A simple word - sorry could actually comfort one's injured heart.
Sometimes it might be late or it cant change the cruel fact, but it does not mean that you can ignore this word to the person u had owed. Just open ur mouth and say.  Actually it's not as hard as u think.
No matter to who, family, friends or boyfriend/girlfriend.

Im here to apologize to whoever i've hurted before. You know who you are.
although i ard said that. I experienced that, some people really dont know how to apologize.
You din realise that is ur fault? Or you know you are wrong, but you're not willing or feel scared to say that?Do you ever be more considerate, try to imagine what's their feeling...
I understand this feeling very well. It's hurted and so much disappointment you will got from the person.
In fact, i feel ashamed and guilty, as i did wrongly yet i din't apologize immediately :(
Im really sorry for this time, deeply ! How much tear had been dropped for these.
How much sadness that it caused. I just can say sorry to you.

This time, i experienced what is the feeling of hurting a person. it's so much suffer than you're being hurted by someone. It's true. Have you ever cried until u feel the pain on your heart?
So painful it did. But i believe that you can be forgiven one day if you learn from mistake and apologize sincerely. It takes time indeed, to cure one's heart and accept you once again.
All you need to do, is to be patient and put more effort to care them.

I ever blamed that why is that my life having so much of tears after i enter my U-life.
Unlike my previous life, no disappointment, no sorrowness no pain.
But do you know, No pain,No gain.
Everyone needs to grow up, not from your outlook, But your mind.
You grow up every after you teared. You became a caring person, as you know how to concern people's feeling at 1st before you do something or say something.
This is life!You wont be perfect if you only face happiness. You wont know how to appreciate if you never lose anything/anyone that you love so much.
Im sure that everyone heard that : " Appreciate what you have now!"
But do u really appreciate that? If you dont, please do it now..... you will cry like nobody if oneday it has gone.

Do you know?
im touched and smile hardly in heart while im crying ,
when i know you grown up to be like a man for me.
But Why? T______T 
I love the title of this song " the Best Mistake i've ever made "
It is a huge sacrifice for you and me ,to withness you turned over a new leaf.
God, i need your guidance to lead me to the right path. I'm in lost! 


Lesson learnt : Concentrate on work, would make you put asside your stuff temporary. Jiayou to everyone that i love <3

Wednesday, September 21, 2011

Focus on One

All i wanna do is to stay FOCUS

                  on

                                 only

                                                ONE that i wish to own...


                                     Greediness is not allowed ...

                                for everything includes my new job !
        
                               
                                         adapting to survive in new life ...
`
cheers ^.^ everybody &

me ..

Sunday, September 18, 2011

有谁懂

可以向谁倾诉?倾诉了 有谁会真正了解

然后再占在你的立场替你想想

有时候 甚至连部落格都不是一个适合抒发情绪的地方

违背自己的意愿去实行一件事 是多么的不好受.

Thursday, August 18, 2011

hair becomes longer ^^

 i like the maroon hair band!gonna collect more of this kind of hair band! hehe

 BLekk,just hi to blogger! few months i din update my blog!

hahaha..i know it's very annoying + self esteem!!!
But,it's my blog! 
i've right to post it..
my hair,my dear hair, i see u got longer this recent!!
very happppy! and no more lala- look ,no more yellowish hair!!hahaha
GOnna start my working life on 8th of september!!
DUnno how it would be! 
very nervous + looking forward to it!
i wanna be a tough girl who can live with my own!
Without money support from parents but with my own ability!
it's a tough life as u're not gonna save up much money when u choose to work in kl.
However,
my choice is still --KL
Because of what?
Many reasons..
i just did according to my feeling! 
I havent got a room in kl yet..gotta find a comfortable place for myself with cheaper rate.
Coz i don want to move from 1 place to another place.thus,it's better to find it slowly .
In the meantime, i think i would stay in my friend's room 1st as he's going to korea soon.
Luckily, his place is near to my future working place!
anyhow, i havent got the offer letter yet!
i guess the company wont simply break their promise rightt....
if not im gonna hunt for another job >.<


Thursday, June 23, 2011

Self- Development

I think i have measured my weight with 4 different weighing machines...It shows 46kg!!
shouldn't be a mistake d!!Previously ,i got 48kg OMG! it's really frighten me very much.
i Gained so much of weight..Im only 155cm with ,48kg is very very heavy..

Therefore, i decided to lose weight and keep fit recently. It's day-9th of my jogging day..
Few days back, finally the weight is back to normal. Now, i hope i can lose 2 more kg to reach 44kg.
It's really really difficult, as my normal weight is 46kg,
normally when it reaches 46kg, it wont be dropped anymore.i guess that is my limit!
So, i have to put more efforts ,time and patience to keep fit!!I have to change my eating habit as well.
But, currently, i m still eating rice everyday! 2 meals of rice in one day!
As im staying at home,that'y i eat what my parent has prepared.
Taking much carbohydrate could bring you alot of calories, If i wanna lose weight, i should hv cut carbohydrate food. Especially rice. T_T
i asked my parent not to cook tat much of rice. But they still cooked so much.
 I'm forced to eat so tat it's not wasted..

15th of july is the deadline that is given by myself.haha..
i wanna achieve it!!!!! gambateh to my self!! LOL

Monday, June 20, 2011

Life after QUit-ing MMU

 After fyp and final exam were done, my life is pretty relax and no more tension.
but, i lack of money seriously.T.T Therefore, i started to do part time since i was so free.
As i had a lot of plan in my mind, i wanted to own so much of thing and wanted to go travelling so much.
That's why i need money so damn much than u can imagine.
Seeing everyone went to travel after graduate, so envy and wish im the one in the photo.
I wish to go HK/Taiwan for now.But is hard to find companion together as it's not a small amount to go on a vacation.

life after exam, i was still in melaka for half of a month only i move bac to penang.
To leave a place that i had lived for 5 years, it's kinda weird, i mean the feeling! i Dont tear, dont feel sad at all as i know one day i'll be back. 
before going back to hometown i had gone to KL for twice. haha .it's like my another home
as many close friends are there. when i go to kl, i don feel strange at all as i know there are people when i need help.lol.
First change after exam was my hair..i dyed it black..it;s very fake.but i purposely chose this color.
wanted to try since long time ago.
jeng jeng ..
hahaha..in fact, i miss my bright hair so much..
wanted to dye colored hair dy.
on the way to kl with mashi and wewe...was so lonely and bright..
coz i was the light bulb that day..hahaha

waiting them in ikea..dunno whr they had gone

was going here n there play..at the same time doing part time..
but all part time salary havent released..POOR!!!
when can i get all the money!!!
i was doing 2 part time for DEFINE event..it's actually a cigratte event ..
although the pay is very high, but i have to wait for 2 months or maybe longer to get the money.
I will not survive if i depend on this part time.
 NO choice, everything is about money..
i gotta do more part time..
This time i worked for Modeno Furniture instead of Milan furniture.
two bosses are good actually.
Modeno offer higher commision compare to milan furniture.
they oso provide foods during the fair.haha
Milan's boss has better strategy to do business and very generous to workers also.
He will bring workers go to club, travel and so on. And all sponsored by him.

 at MITC HOMEDEC FAIR
there are 4 days for the fair.. canot believe that i din do any sales for 3 days..
Fortunately, i did 18k sales on the last day! my luck was back..
BUt still unable to hit 20k+ to claim 2% of the total sales. 18k only can be claimed 1% commision.
but thankgod that i still can do so much sales at the last day. so i felt satisfied d.

Back in hometown, i continue part time as well..
this time i work for spritzer.selling the spritzer fibre drink..the response was pretty good from customers.
i felt it's easy to sell. I am required to work for 3 weeks.
this week is the last weekend. but the job is easy and i got to know some new friends there.

 Spritzer Promoter Look.
 The 1st day work, i tot the time of working is from 10-10pm..
but actually started at 12 and ended at 9pm..
sigh, early in the morning i dy wake up for work..
reach there..there is no one there to guide me where to go..fail to phone the in charge person as well.
so i waited in the car until 12pm.
after 12pm, i went into jusco again. there is finally a person to bring me to my booth.
He showed me where are those product located, teach me how to punch card all that.
Jusco has its own system.
The 1st day working seem not smooth to me..i  wear a black jeans and black shoes (with hole at the front).
The guard in jusco told me that i should wear black slack + covered feet black shoes.
Before i started working, i ard spent rm69 for slack n shoes =.=""
But the guard is kind, she purposely bring me to scarllet department to buy the slack and chose the size for me..she treated me just like her friend. thankyou sister.

the next day i tot everything is smooth again, as i got black slack+ black shoes..who knows another guard stop me to entering again.she told me that i canot wear white color socks.i hv to were covered feet socks!!! 
damn it!! didnt tell me earlier that, i hv to waste money again!!!!!arghghghg !
really frustrated!!

I went to Kl again to meet shuang,sam and yen ching on wednesday.
was a rush trip actually.as i hv to bac on friday...coz i got part time job on weekends.
and the whole trip, again, i din take any picture with them!!
only got my own picture.
 camwhore in the toilet while waiting yen ching to fetch me for dinner at kimchiharu.


 See my blue black! so fast it turn into red from green after massage. credits to a person lor!!..ish
making my leg looks so ugly with shorts!
 this is what i always did--sitting bus alone!! since the day i enter MMU..
take bus to melaka. bac penang from melaka..alone..
so used to sit bus already...and hate it!!! 
 Luckily i have my ipod shuffle with me during my lonely journey! thanks to my friends!! 

Recently, i realised that i getting fatter n fatter especially my arms,cheek,legs,stomach..
can say whole body! OMG..
it's time to do exercise.keep my body fit and slim!!
im 23 years old. it's time to keep myself pretty and slim !!
Woman getting older must know how to bao yang!!if not how to fight with those 18 yrs old young girls..hahahaha
SO,
i jog everyday during weekdays!!
this is the sky today when i was jogging..
 Capture it while jogging.haha.nice view!
It's my taman in simpang ampat!

Wednesday, May 4, 2011

我也是可怜虫

时间越来越接近了 是该想想我该想的东西了
我常在逃避 可是问题一直存在 不想面对失去
也许我认为我们够坚定 够稳固 
我以为我已接受 我可以适应 
到头来还是为了同一个问题在打转
我常说 现在都好好的 可是当问题来临时 我却跌得一身伤
你仍然一样 没有改变 我依然不能接受。
你还是你 我还是那个我。
到底现在是怎样? 你心里面是有我还是没有
我真的不知道 我对你来说 真的是可有可无
朋友 事业 家人 自由 时间 和我  不用拿家人或朋友作比较
我已经败给了你的自由!
我不知道自己算是什么
我只是一个不被珍惜的烂东西!T_T

Wednesday, April 20, 2011

my handphone is back from factory

Welcome home,babe =D


My hp finally is back to me ! after 2 months @.@
i probably sent it to the shop for 4 times..
they still hadn't fixed that for me..
was so frustrated , it made me so inconvenient as i hv to use a temporary phone 
and lost all my contact.
i think i had taken a phone contact from a same person for many times.
so sorry!
by the way~
after 2 days trial, it seems fine =D 

"You hv to accompany mummy until i get an iphone next time..
so i beg you pls zhang hey dit ok?!"

and this is gifted by baby momo 
even if one day it's spoilt. i will keep it forever !
So i wish u're meaningful and useful to me instead of being a useless thing!



this gong zai should be attached to my phone 
so that i wouldn't lose my phone easily !


But it's big!bigger than my phone.
should i hang it ?
Hmmmm...

Tuesday, April 19, 2011

My 2011 Valentine ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

14th of February 2011
our 4th valentine
We're still together, how lucky we are ♥ can u imagine how much we love each other ?!

as he always tell me, four years is not a short period but he already did it !

Although we quarrel often, coz he tends to hide his feeling from me 
and seems don appreciate our relationship !
He is carefree and treat freedom so much important.
But when he told me that "if i'm the one who don appreciate u, then i wouldn't hold back for the r'ship whenever you ask for break up .." sorry that i've hurted u sometimes !
Dear,
somehow i really confused and upset, did u know?! every time after we quarrel,
my heart broken into pieces n pieces..
tears dropped continuously until the pillow sheet gone wet. :(
in the same way, i know u're suffer n hurt too ..
But 
we still love each other ,
with no reason 
i know every couple isn't perfect, we need some times, patience and determination .
U told me that you're trying ur best to fulfill what i wanted .
thanks that u're still willing to work hard for me ! 
In fact,
 i ain't a perfect nor a good gf as well who always made complaint, not as ti tie as other girls.
Forgive me kay ?

My Prince On the night 
that was final exam period !! 
Luckily, he had finished all his paper ,but i still had two more papers to go !
So, he is the one who prepare the valentine while i was just studying without preparing anything.
hahaha.

 we were at simply fish!
the design was a little bit childish for us !
 Me 
 
wheeeeee
candle !
 seee...so many balloon around 
in deed, we snapped alot of photo.
but i dint upload on fb as i scared people feel bored seeing so much of our pictures..
i'm shy ! =D =D
we both lk to camwhore.
we have same mind and same interest which make us so match 
He loves to dance, i love seeing him dance 
He is very humorous that could always make me laugh..
He actually a cool guy that always make me feel cold :(
p/s: i love my eye make up on the day ..yay!!
He hates that people saying him looks like a kid.
but sometimes u're just like a kid in front of me!
and one day he told me that
" You're always a little girl in my heart.." 
and i love your dimple !






i love all the pictures here ! it's lovely and sweeettt =D
as time goes by,
we're going to graduate from MMU soon..
future is miserable and so unpredictable !
im not sure that are u still with me in future.
But i know i can handle it even if the worst come to me..

Thanks for everything ♥ 
and.
i love you