还有意思吗？

心理再次的不平衡
近来心情都欠佳
我不喜欢我的心情会随意被那个人牵着走
逊死了！
带着不好的心情出去是最烂的了
做什么都心不在焉
我不要可不可以
难道我永远都学不会什么叫潇洒
我最讨厌潇洒的人
你们最不负责任你们永远是最自私的那一位
不是吗？
还有意思吗？
时间久了我却开始动摇到底还有没有意义
是不是时间越长却看得更清楚更明白
都看透了！
女孩子喜欢莫名其妙的发脾气
你知道为什么吗
他们并不是无理取闹
而是因为他们看得更细腻
他们感受得到男人没发觉到的东西
反复的因为同一件事而争吵
是怎样?
我累透了！
有没有试过无奈到连那一口怒气都可以自己吞下
然后再装着没事
因为已经知道结果还是一样
那又何必浪费时间浪费精力？
那一天我真的很不开心
失望到绝顶
可是 就算我再怎么绝望
我还是对你抱着一些些希望
因为我不想轻易放弃这3年来的感情。
为什么我说没有意思
因为现在的承诺都不算什么承诺
我的存在是否是你说的那么重要
我不知道
我希望那是真诚的
不是纯粹因为想挽留而脱口而出的善意谎言

i wish to own this so so muchhh!!!

 

BEAUTY TALK ,ever heard b4?

this is Beauty talk product which is introduced by taiwan niu er make up artist.

i think it is come from taiwan.

i really really wish to own one set of tat..

it is sold in SASA.

it is the way too expensive tat's y im still wondering should i buy one for myself.

But,it's megasales now..god..means tat it's having promotion price..

BUT HELL.

it's still very very expensive but seem very worthy.

the value pack is at the price of rm416.80

it comprises of

1oxysolution(cleanser)-original price rm89.90

1oxymask-original price rm189.00

1 moisturizer-original price rm128.00

1 travel pack-original price rm 168.00

2 pieces of oxymask-one for rm14.80

1 small mosturizer

1 small oxymask

it costs rm700+ if add up all together.

 

this is the oxysolution,it's having 3 functions

it can be the make up remover,

toning or cleanser

very very refreshing and smell good.. i love it very very much !!

but im not afford to buy it..T_T

and this is the Oxy mask..u just need to apply on ur face not more than 10 min.

then u can rinse it off..

it will turn to foam form within this 10min.

it's because of the oxymask absorbs all the oxygen into ur skin.

our skin nids oxygen so that the moisturizer can be gone into our skin easily instead of just apply on the upper dead skin without making any effect.

  

this is b4 it turns to foam.

  

can u c the foam?

  

can u see the difference?

i tried it b4 on my hands..

and yes.i really see the differences.

u can str8 away see the effect.

ur skin will become fairer and ur pores will become smaller.

the salesgirl try on my both hand.

one is with oxysolution + oxy mask + moisturizer

another hand with only moisturizer...

i can feel the one with oxysolution + oxymask can absord the moisturizer easily becoz it become dry after few minutes.

but another hand will become dry slowly.

t'hat's amazing !

the most important is tat it is suitable for my skin.

this skin care product really attracted me alot~

 

 and this is the moisturizer..

the girl told me you don nid to apply so much while u using it.

it can last for half year.

so is it worthy to purchase it with the price ?

i nid some advice..

 

especially for MouMou

This was how he looks like but it's two years ago!

cute rite?!

The 1st day he had been taken to me he really looked lk wat the pic showed.

very cute..

and i miss his young look.haha =)

he was just like a baby..he liked to near with his owner and observe what m i doing.

actually that was the 1st time i tried to adopt a puppy

i scare of dog since i was young coz i had been bitten by my neighbor's dog.

tat was scary ! and i still got the scar on my leg.

But very thankful that moumou made me does not scare of dog anymore

he made me more understand what dog's thinking.

puppy is just like human.they've got their feelings and mind.

they feel happy when they are happy

they feel sad when they are sad

just like us!

and now i kno dog is not that scary at all.

why is it i named him as MouMou?

becoz he is hairy ..i think this is the best answer.

perhaps this was my 1st time.

so i didn't really know what should i do & prepare for adopting a dog.

i didnt train him to pee & poo once he stayed in my house.

and caused he likes to pee on floor =.=

i taught him how to shake hand..but failed for many times..sigh~

but why?

my friend-mashi,once taught him..he knew how to shake hand then.gosh

i saw mashi was talking gently at his ears and teach him patiently with english ..

i was so surprised tat he could understand wat was mashi talking.

and his hand was up!u cant definitely imagine how excited i was ..

hehe..he did tat finally..how touching it was...thumbs up!

u were great..moumou!

 i've got no idea why two years later he will become lk tat..

diff alot compared to his previous look..but it's okay..he is still adorable～

actually he is very naughty + make me headache everytime.

ppl told me that if the dog is mix,he is more naughty compared to the 100% original breed.

unfortunately moumou is a mix breed dog ,

the worst is that nobody know which kind of breed mix with .

he is an emotional dog ..he changes his mood when he feels wrong.

when he feels ppl neglect him and he will try to do something badly to impress u ><

eg:pee & poo all the way in the living room !

he ever vomited everywhere at the house because of he ate something which canot be eaten.

but some dogs same as him as well..

simply eat wrong thing and vomit everywhere..so this is normal.

the 1st time he vomited is because of he drank the oil which chinese used for sembahyang's table.

there's one thing that i couldn't forget & forgv myself.

which is i caused my old house infected by ticks from moumou..

i nvr kno it could become so serious.it's sad to recall this.and it was a shame !

very sorry to wh ,ws and ky!=(

it was 29th oct 09

i planned to take many photo with him for the last chance as a memory between me & him

in my life.

i knew that he is hard to be controlled.

n it was true..

he drove us crazy on that day.

but there're many fun happened as well..

especially thanks to a foo to be the camera man on that day !

thankyou so much!

he loves moumou too =)

 

 see properly..my hands got many red spot !!

everytime i bring him to the field..it will cause me lk dat.

tat is very ithcy !

 he likes to smile =)

 

 

itchy !! annoying~

 when dog meets with cat ...

and the dog is moumou..

he was trying so hard to disturb the kitten

he was being fierce to the kitten

 

 the kitten didnt scared of him at ALL.

and try to fight back with moumou..

moumou is noob..zzz

so sad!

 i think he saw the kitten !

"i saw the pussy cat..

yea i see ..i see the pussy cat"

 he is always uncontrollable ...

 i love this !

he looked happy !

 run run run ~

finish photo section..

back to home .

 

back home sai bak bak !

he is very skinny in deed..

i love to bath with him.because he will stay calm and let me to bathe him..

and this is the best time to cope the relationship with him.

he will look at me while im talking to him when i bathe him..

i think he was listening to me.haha

the last one -- MouMou ~

i like this pic very much..

u look naughty..

last sunday

 上个星期日

和朋友享用了美好的早餐

真的很好吃！

其实我很喜欢吃早餐

可是因为自己的生活颠倒到不行

吃早餐的机会是少之又少

有时候甚至没吃午餐

我真的不懂自己几时会有病

最近胃病又发作

吃了东西肚子会很胀

没吃东西胃又隐隐作痛

隔天肚子不舒服

就会拉肚子！

那天去了town吃早餐

吃到很不满足

因为那天多了几位朋友

他们都很含蓄

身为堂堂男子汉

怎么比我吃东西还要斯文？

大大盘的菜

我只吃了三条!!

真是搞不懂!

吃东西当然要吃得猖狂点

才会爽嘛~

就算了吧！

反正一大清早我也没什么胃口..

其实这家店的粥真的很不错

里面有很多料

有皮蛋，鱿鱼，鸡肉，蘑菇..

再加上三盘小菜

1咋云屯

2油茉

3耗油鸡

就已经是很丰富的早餐了

yumyum~

我最喜欢吃他的咋云屯

因为里面都是虾!!

他的虾都很甜很好吃

他的风格和果条仔很相似..

 

  卖相很不错吧！

可是我相信这参早餐可以在家里吃

会很幸福~呵呵~

可是家里没有吃港式早餐的习惯

一杯豆粉+两片面包

才是早餐。

其实那天也是moumou要离开的日子

1pm朋友就要来带走moumou

所以心想吃完早餐剩余的时间可以陪陪moumou

moumou很有灵性，他好像听得懂人话

知道他要离开的消息

所以离开前几天

有点忧郁

还很粘人..

这一次我真的狠下心做出这个残忍的决定

我不知道我会不会很心痛

我只知道moumou缺乏安全感

跟着我

搬过一次家

换了几个暂时性的主人

每一次放假他都要重新适应新的主人，新的环境

我感到很欣慰的是他知道我是他的主人

没有嫌弃我这位不负责任的主人

每一次告诉自己想给自己一个机会好好把他养好

所以不想给人

可是都没有做到

反而还带来一大堆麻烦给housemates

真的很对不起..

每一次不在家心里都很不安

担心他有没有打扰别人

有没有乱大小便

每一次到了家

已经是深夜

有什么大小便都已经被清理干净了

我真的不适合养狗

我不会牺牲大量的时间给他

耐心教他

忽略了moumou

可是moumou跟了我两年

我们还是有了一段感情

送走他那天

心情真的很低落

想想以后没有他在门口迎接我

没有他的吠声

看不到他笨笨的样子

真的很难过

这几天都很不习惯

每一次我习惯出了房门会把门关上

因为怕他会走进我的房间

现在都没这个必要

下楼看不到他

没有他的狗味

没有了他那个流动性门铃

屋子真的安静了许多

  我只希望他的主人是个好主人

会付出时间和感情给他

要不然我真的毁了moumou的一生！

虽然moumou跟过了很多不同的主人

造成它缺乏安全感

就因为这样他有很多人疼

moumou真的很幸福

真的很谢谢曾经帮我照顾moumou的朋友！

你们真的帮了我不少

解决了我当时的烦恼~

thankyou!!

ill upload the photo of me & moumou soon in my blog.

To : MouMou

i love you -MouMou

 don be naughty anymore

obey to ur new owner & adapt ur life faster over ther.

from-mummy^^

it suits my feeling tonite

Ne-yo-- Mad

She's staring at me
I'm sitting wondering what she's thinking
Nobody's talking 'cause talking just turns into screaming
And now it's I'm yelling over her, she yelling over me
All that that means is neither of us is listening

And what's even worse?
That we don't even remember why we're fighting
So both of us are mad for

Nothing, fighting for
Nothing, crying for
Nothing, whoa
But we won't let it go for

Nothing, no not for
Nothing, this should be
Nothing to a love like what we got

Oh baby, I know sometimes it gonna rain
But baby, can we make up now?
'Cause I can't sleep through the pain
Can't sleep through the pain

Girl, I don't wanna go to bed mad at you
And I don't want you to go to bed mad at me
No, I don't wanna go to bed mad at you
And I don't want you to go to bed mad at me
Oh no no no

And it gets me upset
Girl when you're constantly accusing
Asking questions like you already know
We're fighting this war
Baby when both of us are losing
This ain't the way that love is supposed to go

Whoa, what happened to working it out?
We've fall into this place
Where you ain't backing down and I ain't backing down
So what the hell do we do now?
It's all for

Nothing, fighting for
Nothing, crying for
Nothing, whoa
But we won't let it go for

Nothing, no not for
Nothing, this should be
Nothing to a love like what we got

Oh baby, I know sometimes it's gonna rain
But baby, can we make up now?
'Cause I can't sleep through the pain
Can't sleep through the pain

Girl, I don't wanna go to bed mad at you
And I don't want you to go to bed mad at me
No, I don't wanna go to bed mad at you
And I don't want you to go to bed mad at me
Oh no no no

Oh, baby this love ain't gonna be perfect
Perfect, perfect, oh oh
And just how good it's gonna be
We can fuss and we can fight
Long as everything's all right between us
Before we go to sleep
Baby, we're gonna be happy, oh

im fed up v so much of argument filling my days !
it hurt ed me so much,and yet u as well.
what makes us quarrel ?
diff opinions , diff thinking ,diff perspectives..
im getting tiring to explain and shout for my feeling ..
the more we explain , the more we feel pain !=(
and cause selfishness & sadness in the end.
two disappointments i did face in 3 days time.

tat's enough!