Self- Development

I think i have measured my weight with 4 different weighing machines...It shows 46kg!!
shouldn't be a mistake d!!Previously ,i got 48kg OMG! it's really frighten me very much.
i Gained so much of weight..Im only 155cm with ,48kg is very very heavy..

Therefore, i decided to lose weight and keep fit recently. It's day-9th of my jogging day..
Few days back, finally the weight is back to normal. Now, i hope i can lose 2 more kg to reach 44kg.
It's really really difficult, as my normal weight is 46kg,
normally when it reaches 46kg, it wont be dropped anymore.i guess that is my limit!
So, i have to put more efforts ,time and patience to keep fit!!I have to change my eating habit as well.
But, currently, i m still eating rice everyday! 2 meals of rice in one day!
As im staying at home,that'y i eat what my parent has prepared.
Taking much carbohydrate could bring you alot of calories, If i wanna lose weight, i should hv cut carbohydrate food. Especially rice. T_T
i asked my parent not to cook tat much of rice. But they still cooked so much.
 I'm forced to eat so tat it's not wasted..

15th of july is the deadline that is given by myself.haha..
i wanna achieve it!!!!! gambateh to my self!! LOL

Life after QUit-ing MMU

 After fyp and final exam were done, my life is pretty relax and no more tension.

but, i lack of money seriously.T.T Therefore, i started to do part time since i was so free.

As i had a lot of plan in my mind, i wanted to own so much of thing and wanted to go travelling so much.

That's why i need money so damn much than u can imagine.

Seeing everyone went to travel after graduate, so envy and wish im the one in the photo.

I wish to go HK/Taiwan for now.But is hard to find companion together as it's not a small amount to go on a vacation.

life after exam, i was still in melaka for half of a month only i move bac to penang.

To leave a place that i had lived for 5 years, it's kinda weird, i mean the feeling! i Dont tear, dont feel sad at all as i know one day i'll be back. 

before going back to hometown i had gone to KL for twice. haha .it's like my another home

as many close friends are there. when i go to kl, i don feel strange at all as i know there are people when i need help.lol.

First change after exam was my hair..i dyed it black..it;s very fake.but i purposely chose this color.

wanted to try since long time ago.

jeng jeng ..

hahaha..in fact, i miss my bright hair so much..

wanted to dye colored hair dy.

on the way to kl with mashi and wewe...was so lonely and bright..

coz i was the light bulb that day..hahaha

waiting them in ikea..dunno whr they had gone

was going here n there play..at the same time doing part time..

but all part time salary havent released..POOR!!!

when can i get all the money!!!

i was doing 2 part time for DEFINE event..it's actually a cigratte event ..

although the pay is very high, but i have to wait for 2 months or maybe longer to get the money.

I will not survive if i depend on this part time.

 NO choice, everything is about money..

i gotta do more part time..

This time i worked for Modeno Furniture instead of Milan furniture.

two bosses are good actually.

Modeno offer higher commision compare to milan furniture.

they oso provide foods during the fair.haha

Milan's boss has better strategy to do business and very generous to workers also.

He will bring workers go to club, travel and so on. And all sponsored by him.

 at MITC HOMEDEC FAIR

there are 4 days for the fair.. canot believe that i din do any sales for 3 days..

Fortunately, i did 18k sales on the last day! my luck was back..

BUt still unable to hit 20k+ to claim 2% of the total sales. 18k only can be claimed 1% commision.

but thankgod that i still can do so much sales at the last day. so i felt satisfied d.

Back in hometown, i continue part time as well..

this time i work for spritzer.selling the spritzer fibre drink..the response was pretty good from customers.

i felt it's easy to sell. I am required to work for 3 weeks.

this week is the last weekend. but the job is easy and i got to know some new friends there.

 Spritzer Promoter Look.

 The 1st day work, i tot the time of working is from 10-10pm..

but actually started at 12 and ended at 9pm..

sigh, early in the morning i dy wake up for work..

reach there..there is no one there to guide me where to go..fail to phone the in charge person as well.

so i waited in the car until 12pm.

after 12pm, i went into jusco again. there is finally a person to bring me to my booth.

He showed me where are those product located, teach me how to punch card all that.

Jusco has its own system.

The 1st day working seem not smooth to me..i  wear a black jeans and black shoes (with hole at the front).

The guard in jusco told me that i should wear black slack + covered feet black shoes.

Before i started working, i ard spent rm69 for slack n shoes =.=""

But the guard is kind, she purposely bring me to scarllet department to buy the slack and chose the size for me..she treated me just like her friend. thankyou sister.

the next day i tot everything is smooth again, as i got black slack+ black shoes..who knows another guard stop me to entering again.she told me that i canot wear white color socks.i hv to were covered feet socks!!! 

damn it!! didnt tell me earlier that, i hv to waste money again!!!!!arghghghg !

really frustrated!!

I went to Kl again to meet shuang,sam and yen ching on wednesday.

was a rush trip actually.as i hv to bac on friday...coz i got part time job on weekends.

and the whole trip, again, i din take any picture with them!!

only got my own picture.

 camwhore in the toilet while waiting yen ching to fetch me for dinner at kimchiharu.

 See my blue black! so fast it turn into red from green after massage. credits to a person lor!!..ish

making my leg looks so ugly with shorts!

 this is what i always did--sitting bus alone!! since the day i enter MMU..

take bus to melaka. bac penang from melaka..alone..

so used to sit bus already...and hate it!!! 

 Luckily i have my ipod shuffle with me during my lonely journey! thanks to my friends!! 

Recently, i realised that i getting fatter n fatter especially my arms,cheek,legs,stomach..

can say whole body! OMG..

it's time to do exercise.keep my body fit and slim!!

im 23 years old. it's time to keep myself pretty and slim !!

Woman getting older must know how to bao yang!!if not how to fight with those 18 yrs old young girls..hahahaha

SO,

i jog everyday during weekdays!!

this is the sky today when i was jogging..

 Capture it while jogging.haha.nice view!

It's my taman in simpang ampat!

我也是可怜虫

时间越来越接近了　是该想想我该想的东西了
我常在逃避　可是问题一直存在　不想面对失去
也许我认为我们够坚定　够稳固　
我以为我已接受　我可以适应　
到头来还是为了同一个问题在打转
我常说　现在都好好的　可是当问题来临时　我却跌得一身伤
你仍然一样　没有改变　我依然不能接受。
你还是你 我还是那个我。
到底现在是怎样？ 你心里面是有我还是没有
我真的不知道 我对你来说 真的是可有可无
朋友 事业 家人 自由 时间 和我  不用拿家人或朋友作比较
我已经败给了你的自由！
我不知道自己算是什么
我只是一个不被珍惜的烂东西！T_T

my handphone is back from factory

Welcome home,babe =D

My hp finally is back to me ! after 2 months @.@

i probably sent it to the shop for 4 times..

they still hadn't fixed that for me..

was so frustrated , it made me so inconvenient as i hv to use a temporary phone 

and lost all my contact.

i think i had taken a phone contact from a same person for many times.

so sorry!

by the way~

after 2 days trial, it seems fine =D 

"You hv to accompany mummy until i get an iphone next time..

so i beg you pls zhang hey dit ok?!"

and this is gifted by baby momo 

even if one day it's spoilt. i will keep it forever !

So i wish u're meaningful and useful to me instead of being a useless thing!

this gong zai should be attached to my phone 

so that i wouldn't lose my phone easily !

But it's big!bigger than my phone.

should i hang it ?

Hmmmm...

My 2011 Valentine ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

14th of February 2011

our 4th valentine

We're still together, how lucky we are ♥ can u imagine how much we love each other ?!

as he always tell me, four years is not a short period but he already did it !

Although we quarrel often, coz he tends to hide his feeling from me 

and seems don appreciate our relationship !

He is carefree and treat freedom so much important.

But when he told me that "if i'm the one who don appreciate u, then i wouldn't hold back for the r'ship whenever you ask for break up .." sorry that i've hurted u sometimes !

Dear,

somehow i really confused and upset, did u know?! every time after we quarrel,

my heart broken into pieces n pieces..

tears dropped continuously until the pillow sheet gone wet. :(

in the same way, i know u're suffer n hurt too ..

But 

we still love each other ,

with no reason ♥

i know every couple isn't perfect, we need some times, patience and determination .

U told me that you're trying ur best to fulfill what i wanted .

thanks that u're still willing to work hard for me ! 

In fact,

 i ain't a perfect nor a good gf as well who always made complaint, not as ti tie as other girls.

Forgive me kay ?

My Prince On the night ♥

that was final exam period !! 

Luckily, he had finished all his paper ,but i still had two more papers to go !

So, he is the one who prepare the valentine while i was just studying without preparing anything.

hahaha.

 we were at simply fish!

the design was a little bit childish for us !

 Me 

 ♥♥♥♥

wheeeeee

candle !

 seee...so many balloon around 

in deed, we snapped alot of photo.

but i dint upload on fb as i scared people feel bored seeing so much of our pictures..

i'm shy ! =D =D

we both lk to camwhore.

we have same mind and same interest which make us so match ♥

He loves to dance, i love seeing him dance 

He is very humorous that could always make me laugh..

He actually a cool guy that always make me feel cold :(

p/s: i love my eye make up on the day ..yay!!

He hates that people saying him looks like a kid.
but sometimes u're just like a kid in front of me!

and one day he told me that
" You're always a little girl in my heart.." 

and i love your dimple !

i love all the pictures here ! it's lovely♥ and sweeettt =D
as time goes by,
we're going to graduate from MMU soon..
future is miserable and so unpredictable !
im not sure that are u still with me in future.
But i know i can handle it even if the worst come to me..

Thanks for everything ♥ 
and.
i love you♥