Dress For Birthd@y ~

nice ?? rm38 per piece

from the picture seen, i love this dress so much..

hopefully,

it is a good and nice one.

seriously,

i've been a long time nvr go shopping.

it's kinda suffer when seeing friends buying alot of things, and you just can keep on trying different clothes without buying them. *sob*

girls love lace~

me too..

the dress is full of lace..wow ~

im buying this.

getting it around 20th July.

hope i can wear it during my birthday .

sweet..

Next dress,

 as shown in pic below..

not the small jacket..

but the flower-printed dresss.

i like this as well.

but becoz of the flower-printed design.

so im afraid that it would look older on me.

Bad that i cant touch the fabric ..

im worried if both of the dress's quality are bad .

it is non returnable..

tat's the badness of purchase online.

but it's cheaper and convenient

Today i went to new JJ.

i bought a black high heel from vincci.

it costed me rm85.00

expensvie.. heartache 

it's a little bit look like the high heel which the model wore.

Coz im being dumped today.

so saddd.

i m supposed to go KL ..

BUt .hell ya. the feeling is so bad when u're told that there is no more place for you.

u couldn't go anymore..

Only one thing could make me happy 

tat is shopping.

buy the thing that i wanted ..

SOooo

today i spent alot. it's just the head of the month . i spent rm144 + rm85 ..

2 T shirt + 1 high heel + 2 dress(above)

my father only gave me rm300

i still hv to pay rental..

this few months .

i keep telling myself..not to buy this n that.coz i don wan to have a POOR LIFE that i had been everytime after ptptn money finished.

suffer .@@

luckily i still hv infineon's pay to survive.

I WANT TO MARRY TO A RICH MAN

NO MONEY = SUFFER !

it keeps on happen!

sigh sigh sigh !!
really speechless ..
yes. i lost it again..
twice in a month.
1st time :
my new hp..dropped on the road side until i reached home only realised
and dint go back to the place find it immediately .my fault.
at last the fella off the phone.and i canot phone in again.
2nd time :
i went to zouk in KL, my friend parked at a car park where it is quite dark + wide !
we see it quite normal coz many cars are there also..so we just parked thr.
As i know my carelessness so i decided to put my belongings into the car boot
so that i wont drop my hp + purse in the club coz i got another experience which i drop my purse in the club in penang.zzz
hell..dunno how many thousand times i wanna drop it and lost it !! making me speechless + helpless !
this is the most serious coz inside my bag got 2 hp -- 1 of it is my friend's hp.he borrowed to me coz i lost it  b4 that which i mentioned above.
we suspected that my friend forgot to lock her car and the thief open the boot and search all the place in the car to get something valuable.
my friend's purse + 2 pairs of shoes had been stolen as well.even the key .the thief wanted to get it.wat the hell.
can u go to die !!!!??
my 2 hp are very old dy.my purse don hv alot of cash. don hv any credit card.
no point u took it better than u return me. !!! really making ppl pissed off!!
my bag + my wax all gone !!
feel ashame to tell anyone after this happened.
no1 wannna listen to this anymore ..no1 will care about it anymore.
it's too many times..
and i don scared of telling my parents also.
i just told evrythng. i worried tat the cb kia will phone to my parents for threaten.
tat's y i feel the need to tell them.
the only lucky thing is my ic still v me.
BUT....... listen the story 1st.then ukno why i say but ..

TOday i went to redo my bank card..
the clerk told me..miss ur ic sudah rosak..tak boleh scan..
zzzz.. i was like =.=lll
then she asked u ada license tak??
zzzzzz i lost wallet leh..license suregone also la..
means i gotta repair ic or renew a license 1st only ccan get bac mybank card.

it really spoilt my mood to go redang !!
got so many things to prepare and buy and i lack of money.
really fan !
pls ! go away ! my bad luck .
enough !　

interview

how lucky am i as i've been selected to go for an interview in infineon.
cause many ppl applied to the company but didn't get any reply or called.
Infineon is a good company,many people are having high expectation &good image to this company.
i guess im the one who is very lucky , i was wondering thr are so many emails.
does josephine(the one who incharge in arrangement for trainee) really see it?
therefore,i phoned to her on last friday to ask whether she received my email?
unfortunately,she really nvr see my email,so i was told to send again my resume to her.
And this wed i got her reply in email which informed me to go for an interview
with my future supervisor at 10am.

Until today i only know that the department whr i went for interview is R&D--research &development.
A load of works need to be done in this apartment.
The 1st requirement in this department is --you must hv a very strong english base.you must be able to do presentation with good speaking skills infront of 10-20 ppl , you must hv a good communication skills.
Two interviewers were there with me.
i was asked to introduce myself .Everything was fine until they asked me some electronic basic.
hmmm..2 basic questions made my interview become worst..
i had forgotten 0.7v transistor made by which material.?!
the worst is capacitance is in the unit of Farad. really feel like punching myself.
The thing is like ard edged in my head, simple as abc,but why i cant answer the question?!=.=
sometimes it's kinda disappointed with myself.But ,it's a good experience also.
Must train myself to speak proper english in front of people.Compared to last time,i know i've improved.
At least i know what should i do next time.There are still alot of thing that i nid to learn and improve.
He told me that.if you really work in R&D,it's good for ur future.Other company has high ranking to ppl who work in R&D before as they are trained well.

From what he told me today,i really feel tat it's a challenge for me if i really got the offer from infineon.
i always wish tat i can improve my english speaking skills & presentation skills!.
it's a good chance for me to adapt and practise myself.
At the same time, i'm scared also ..haha.
Everything just let it be,and waiting for the news.
if i staying at here means my interview pass.
if i bac in png,means my interview fail ..LOL

mood

the mood of this recent =(

hardly to smile ..

busy with assignment.

worrying of my internship..

had a long time nvr hang out with friend & bf..

*sob*

STRESS!

L.I.F.E

Life is so empty without exams,
Life is so fuck up with exams,

life is so mess up without routines,
life is so dull with routines,

Life is so rich without shopping,
Life is so wonderful with shopping.

life is so peaceful without clubbing
life is so crazy with clubbing.

Life is unchanged without me.
My life is so sad without you.

IM HAVING A DULL LIFE ~ ~
keep ON repeating the same thingg..
i envy you that having your own talent.
My eyes are shine while seeing you stand on the stage.
Im nothing special in my god-damn life!