HELPLESS

it's so sad tat if u keep on trying one thing and yet u still cant get what u want..
then u will start feeling urself is so useless ><
im trying to settle the lab report on my own..
BUT,now i feel so helpless..god..
there's no one who i kno in the lab group.
end up i gotta be alone in the lab..
i wanted to find my ONLY friend actually..
but she has got her own partner ard.
it's getting tougher n tougher this trimester..i cant imagine how m i going to do my fyp
i gotta face plenty of obstacles in my tele's road where im still a failure in my engineering studies since i entered U..
the lecturer said the 2nd lab will be harder than this .
harrrrr....??!!!
How to survive in the 2nd lab since i cant even solve the 1st lab.sob.
somebody help me...!!!
Another two subjects which make me more pening kepala one are more challenging..
where they are java programming & engine mathe5 so called random process.
the lecturer teach until chp5 for java i still blur in the class and tut class.ouuuhhh..
should blame myself cant put more concentration during class.my mind keep floating when having class.im trying myself so hard to look at the lecturer & listen carefully v wat he is tryin to explain ..
and haha..my heart has flied to somewhere else d..shopping mall?
hmmmp..
i have to find my lecturer tmr for seeking help from him ..
wish me luck.
i wish to settle it faster..
and i can enjoy my weekends with dear in kl..and the rest of my midterm break with my family..
i miss home so much ,seriously..
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