HELPLESS

it's so sad tat if u keep on trying one thing and yet u still cant get what u want..
then u will start feeling urself is so useless ><
im trying to settle the lab report on my own..
BUT,now i feel so helpless..god..
there's no one who i kno in the lab group.
end up i gotta be alone in the lab..
i wanted to find my ONLY friend actually..
but she has got her own partner ard.
it's getting tougher n tougher this trimester..i cant imagine how m i going to do my fyp
i gotta face plenty of obstacles in my tele's road where im still a failure in my engineering studies since i entered U..
the lecturer said the 2nd lab will be harder than this .
harrrrr....??!!!
How to survive in the 2nd lab since i cant even solve the 1st lab.sob.
somebody help me...!!!
Another two subjects which make me more pening kepala one are more challenging..
where they are java programming & engine mathe5 so called random process.
the lecturer teach until chp5 for java i still blur in the class and tut class.ouuuhhh..
should blame myself cant put more concentration during class.my mind keep floating when having class.im trying myself so hard to look at the lecturer & listen carefully v wat he is tryin to explain ..
and haha..my heart has flied to somewhere else d..shopping mall?
hmmmp..
i have to find my lecturer tmr for seeking help from him ..
wish me luck.
i wish to settle it faster..
and i can enjoy my weekends with dear in kl..and the rest of my midterm break with my family..
i miss home so much ,seriously..
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Tag by faye

1.被點到必填，不填代表你不尊重傳給你的人和問卷。
2.請老實的回答每一個問題。
3.不行擅自塗改題目。
4.寫完請點8位朋友，不可不點。
5.點完後請通知那8位小朋友他被點到了。

。。。。個 人 題 - 10 題。。。。
01 你叫什么：雪雯
02 你的綽號：Boon，大头，猪，大象，小气女
03 你的血型：dunno A or B?
04 你的星座：leo
05 你是男還是女：female
06 你幾歲：21
07 你住哪裡：simpang empat(hometown),dahlia(melaka)
08 你現在的學校 ：MMU
09 你有沒有手機 ：yea
10 承上，那是多少：2

。。。。朋 友 題 - 10 題。。。。
11 你最要好的朋友（限１個）:alot..why canot state more than 1..(~
12 你最討厭的人（限１個）：No

。。。。 情 題 - 10 題。。。。
21 你有沒有喜歡的人： yeah..
23 如果没有，你希望什麼時候有另一半：----
24 到目前為止，你跟多少人告白過：NO!
25 到目前為止，你被多少人告白過：more than 10 gua..
26 到目前為止，你交過多少個男／女朋友： should say 1 or 2?
27 你現在有另一半嗎: yeah..
28 你最好的同性朋友跟你告白你會怎樣：1st ill say don joke with me,then reject him in a good way..
29 你初戀情人突然跟你告白你會接受嗎 ：NO,but i will feel happy..hahaha
30 你為什麼會喜歡你現在喜歡的人：coz he is amazing..
31 你和另一半牽手過嗎：of course yes!
32 你的另一半抱或親過嗎: absolutely yes!
33 你跟異性牽手過嗎：yeah..
34 是誰，你們什麼關係：forgot who d ...family or friends
35 現在有人在追你嗎：errrrr....yes

。。。。混 合 題 - 10 題。。。。
36 如果有天，好朋友離你而去，你會怎樣： crying badly ..crying like hell...
37 如果有天，好朋友背叛你，你會：feel upset & disappointed but will forgv after a period..
38 如果有天，好朋友對你喜新厭舊了，你會：sad & find new friends lo..
39 如果你很受不了你的父母，你會離家出走嗎：NO!
40 你上課認真嗎 ：no!!!
41 你功課好不好：not really..
42 你开电腦都在幹麻：chitchat,drama-ing,fb,blog,etc
43 你的即时通有多少个同性: never count la..
44 你的即时通裡有多少個異性：=.= sohai..

。。。。兇 手 題 - 10 題。。。。
45 傳給你這份問卷的人是誰:faye
46 这個人對你好不好:okay arr..
47 這個人是你的誰： my scc assistant plus jimui..
48 你有喜歡過這個人嗎：i like her coz she is my gud friend
49 你們認識多久了:1 year++
50 這個人是怎樣的人：sampat plus cho loh...hahaha..
51 這個人正／帥嗎：yea..
52 這個人跟你有沒有在一起过：ever work as a oc in scc lo..
53 萬一你喜歡這個人，你會怎麼办：become a les lo..

。。。。 聯 想 題 - 10 題。。。。
56 說到正妹你會想到誰：jolin
57 說到帥哥你會想到誰： wear orange short pant de guy(weiwei&amber kno)haha
58 說到憨你會想到誰：my brother cj
59 說到痴你會想到誰：a foo
60 說到暗戀你會想到誰： the 1st guy who i admired
61 說到出去玩你會想到誰：weiwei amber..
62 說到聰明鬼你會想到誰： manfred gua..
63 說到傻子你會想到誰: john ken..
64 說到笑點低你會想到誰 : amber & a foo..
65 說到愛笑你會想到誰 : amber..

。。。。學 校 題 - 11 題。。。。
66 你的班導是誰：NO!
67 你的座位是第幾排第幾個：u thought sec school meh..
68 你最喜歡的老師是誰：sec school teachers.
70 你的英文好嗎：so so lo..
71 你的體育好嗎：not really..
72 你的数学好么：okok like tat lo..
73 你喜不喜歡你的校長：dunno whois tat..
74 你的學校好看嗎：damn small ...and big diff compare to cyber mmu
75 你的班級是：NO..

FIRST ONE..

huhu..
i had received my very first birthday gift on last friday..
wow!so early sial..even my birthday hasnot reached yet.
But it's too bad that there is a midterm falls on tat day..
damn sad yea..hmmppp!!
anyways,i was happy tat she gifted me the bag ..thanks yea.
we stopped by at the place for quite a long time just to decide which bag to buy..
coz there is quite a number of diff type of bags tat we like.
can't stop holding diff bag in front of the mirror..
keep on testing which one is suited us more.
each person was holding two bags..
this is nice!tat one is nice too!!
how bout tat one??!!
i guess the seller started to feel annoying with us.
forgive us coz we are girls no matter wat..
GIRLS are born to be more choosy and somehow will b more hesitating..XD
there are too many choices for us.GOD.


eventually.
i picked THIS..
how is it??
NICE?
BUT i miss another one..coz tat 1 is cute..it is smaller and tied with a ribbon..
i like it as well..but i canot be too greedy to own two bags so i chose this as my gift.
THANKS ya..catherine..u are great^^ huggGGss~

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this is how it looks:-
deng deng~~







NO matter how..i like it..
coz it's gifted by friends..
sure ill like it..hehe

Yeahhhh!!

yeahhh...
guess what?
it's hardly believe that i could do this as i had nvr think to learn tis after i found out it's not as hard as what i thought.

it was successful just like that >.<
why i would want to learn dat ?!i dunno =.=
it just happened in a sudden & very automatically!zzz
i think he was asked to teach when i was waiting for something.?!
oh yea,i was boiling the water for our supper-- milo.. sweat!
so free huh.
m supposed to study..lazy sial><

my sifu was instructing me..

"put ur left hand under ur.. put ur right hand ...bla bla bla..''
"slowly..fall ur head on da floor.."
"...opppsss...canot..let me try again.."
"errr...see me..after ur head reach the floor only settle ur leg..dont swing ur leg 1st.."
" ....OH.....still canot..."
"..slowly la.."

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someone passed by...make me laughed..
sorry tat i shocked her..haha
of course,i failed again...
i intended to try one more time..
rmb what my sifu have taught..
slowly..slowly..canot rush..
very soon..
finally..i did it...
''the freeze"
"uuuussshhhh!!!"
hurry took down the pic..hhahaha...


i did it i did it..so excited!~wooott.

wakakaka..
i kno im sampat =.=
pls forgive me..im happy ma..
at least my sifu praised me tat some ppl nid 1-2 days or even 1weeks to learn this..
but u learnt it so fast..
think he was praising himself tat he is a good master..not my talent matter.

after bathing,i tried it again without anyone seeing me..shy@@
BUT,i keep falling down..why huh?!just now succeed is fake one arrr??
i got an experience..canot do it after bathed.gosh~
u kno why?
after bathing,my hand and leg are so licin until when my hand contacted with my leg.my hand kept sliding down ..><
think nobd understand wat im trying to say..
forget about it..


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im so sampat.
nothing to be proud also =.=

Penguin & me

penguin
me

''excuse me!"

"yes?" [the lift's door is closing]

"YOU,come with me!!"[one penguin blocked the door]

''you canot wear like tat to campus,do u kno?"

''......'' [i should say i dunkno or i kno?!!]

''where do u live?''

''dahlia.."

''can u go bac n change?"

''im having class right now...." [zzzzzz...]

"just one hour class,she will go bac n change afterwards." [amber chen interrupted]

''GIVE me your id!"

"eerrr...i got temporary id ONLY!'' [GOSH!!the temporary id is expired SUmmore!!]

''what!you're not supposed to hv temporary id,everyone's using smartcard now!''

"i missed the time when doing ''master''card! [is smart card..bodoh!luckily nobd hear it!]

''give me your id!''

im taking out from my pencil case..

''wat!JUNE???!!!now wat?"

"JUlY"

''u promised me after class must go BLOCK D to change a new one!you can get it immediately!''

''u mean once i do i can get it immediately?smart card?''

''YALAH,YOU PAY LAh!!'' [ i wanted to tell her U GV ME THE MONEY LA..]

''next time don wear mini skirt to campus,that one is for jalan one!'' [next time pls don apply the thick make up!]


DOnt feel like bother her..i just walked away..
i don think it is MiNi btw!
yeah,so suei..
i wore it for fews time but never caught by any penguin..
today kena caught by this penguin ............with many colors on her eyelid!
when i reach studio A,the class is cancel..
ish!!if i kno it's cancel..then i wont meet tat penguin..
at last,i never do the smart card ..as me & amber also don hv money.
sigh!
i decided to do it tmr..
can don't want!?
pls.
when ppl getting poorer and lacking of money
don ask me to spend on this stuff..
sobT_T

simple words could warm my heart

do u agree?
it's hard to control not to let it flows .
it's hard to pretend i'm fine in front of the crowds.
especially with the crowds tat u familiar with.
if im standing on the road where i not belong to.
i could tear off with no image,haha.
one little tiny word or action shows one's characteristic.
human is clever,they live for themselve!
badword to describe--selfish

today's a clumsy day.
walking slowly,seeing thing negatively.
sitting in the lecture thinking of home.
head's spinning..
stomach is paining.
a sorrowful mood could affect ur physical n mental working.
how i wish my home is just hundred meter from here.
then i can go back when i miss home.
a weaken heart could simply be comforted by simple words.

''ill support u always''
''you cry i cry,cheers little sweetheart!''
''ill always by ur side''

it is just a combination of wording.
tell the one u love
even just a sms
can gain his or her smile^^

tears dropped once again becoz of those sweet sentences!
thanks!


..不要吝啬你的爱..