噩梦

怎么老是发这种噩梦？
我可以深深感受到在梦里面的我是如此的
痛苦...
心疼..
心酸...
害怕...
有人说梦和现实是相反的..
我希望是真的！
但有时候在梦里出现的情景
会在现实中发生
而且一模一样！
那代表什么...??
原来我是不能承受那种痛..
还要逼自己接受...
在梦里我一滴眼泪都没流..
也许我太快被恶梦吓醒了..
不想让故事继续..
也不想看到自己在梦里有多脆弱
有多狼狈..

惊醒的那一刻..
心里还是挣扎的
还疑惑着
还在胡思乱想
还可以感受到心跳的速度
心情低落到了极点..
可是很庆幸的那只是一场梦..
也慢慢松了一口气..

好久没有上来部落格
怎么今天却是因为这场噩梦来写这篇文章
拜托！
不要再让我发这种梦！
这时最后一次！！！

My Birthday 2009

Finally i got the free time to post up my birthday celebration.
it would be a long long post again.
coz there are quite a number of photo had been taken.
24th,July is my lucky day.i like this day so much.haha.
even the lecturer told me the answer during the midterm test..seee..how lucky m i.?
But,1st time i felt so unhappy during tat day coz i got law midterm test on the same day.
no choice,i should study for my exam..and canot count down for my bday also.T_T
i was with Amo on 23rd in library until 12am.
Luckily i still got him,count down with me at station one
after being library boy/library girl ...hehe..
thanks !dear.

12am reached.it's time to receive bday wishes from friends.haha.
haiz,my phone had been barred coz i never pay the money.=.=
means i can only receive ppl msg while i canot reply them and at least say a thanks !
sorry.i really appreciated the wishes that u guys gave me.i never delete until now.
thanks for those who wished me through sms , facebook , or phone call.
since i cant reply u guys.so i wanna list down the name list to show my gratefulness =)
it follows in sequence.

1.wei qi ( surprise tat received his msg, his bday is same with mine ,and i met him in station one summore,he was celebrating with his friends..what a coincidence!)
2.amber(mmu)
2.bonnie(mmu) ..(hehe)
3.xue qi(mmu)
4.huai jie(ht + mmu)
5.lee dhing(mmu)
6.sin yu(mmu)
7.chia hooi(ht)
8.wai xian(mmu)
9.leng mui(ht)
10.siang nie (mmu)
11.foo(mmu)
12.choo(mmu)
13.ethan(mmu)
14.xiao bai(mmu)
15.linsong(mmu) [wat a weird wish?! '' oi! happy bithday !haha.. freeze freeze freeze'']
16.xuan(mmu)
17.ting yi(mmu)
18.manfred(mmu)
19.grace(ht)
20.wayning(mmu)
21.desvand(melaka)
22.unknown =.= ( i think i nvr save ur name)
23.teck (mmu)
24.jayun(ht)
25.koko(ht)
26.shao yang(ht)
27.kimkhiam(ht)
28.milku(ht)
29.marilyn(mmu)
30.junhao's mum(ht)
31.poh hui(mmu)
32.xiaochyi(mmu) [so so happy u still rmb me!]
33.hui rou(ht)
34.junyuan(mmu)
35.kae woei(mmu)
36.ming wei(my youngest brother)
37.Cjay+ daddy mummy(my ''younger'' brother)
38.jing shuang(ht)
39.kim hiong(mmu)
40.shi fang(ht)
41.fongyin(mmu)
42.fong jun(mmu)
43.chong cheng(mmu)
44.wingee(mmu)
45.AMO (my dear) --- the last last one!(touched)

oh yea,still got two more deasest jimui froggie & fish gv me a phone call,
i miss them seriously ..cry..@@
anyways,thanks alot my dear friends!!thanks thanks ! touched =)

Part One:
Okay,gonna start my bday celebration post now.
i finished my law midterm at 9pm and he told me tat he wanted to have dinner with me.
So,he fetched me home to dress up b4 we go.
i saw foo's car was park in front of my house , i nvr think too much..
until i entered the house .. talked with foo & cai cai.. only i noticed there was a cake put on the table.haha..sorry dat i never see it. then there's a paper writing dat "...."
...shit.i've forgotten..
i just know tat foo told me : they left d...only left the cake..
they wanted me to celebrate myself?!
but impossible la,i knew something's gonna happen.just dunno wat's the next?!
btw i saw alot of shoes hided under cai cai's little sunny(nissan).=.=
i should act dunno i think..LOL..
until i went up to my room to change my clothes..
so funnnyy..all of them were hiding inside my room.
i opened the door ...
they shouted loudly """arrrrhhhhh!!!!"" and waving their torch light..
and close the door back!!
wahahahaha~~
dunno wat reaction i should gv..
'' laugh!!" will be the best !
thanks for the surprise yea~
then they sang the bday song to me..
and i made 3 wishes.!hehe =) ..wishes wishes ,pls come true ya~~


ugly pictures..sad...
they're so kind..never dirt me with cream..maybe they scare of me.haha
i told them '' NOt Heng Anymore,pls don play again!wahaha!"


wingee told me : this year i canot celebrate with u ya,but got someone replace me 1st ya..
does she means the biggest face on the pic above?haha
No mind, no worries..ii wait for the next year..wingee ! come bacc..


stupid moumou i have..failed to take a family pic = (


all of the ppl & me

2nd round,we went to asian havana.i can order one set for free ,this is the priority for birthday!wuhoo..


my lao por & me ...kiss kisss...come on!



3 of us ,best fren forever :)

me & ting yi ..


me & FOo..

hahaha~


linsong & me ( pls learn from wen hao ...how to smile..got demo at below)

wen hao & me


me & manfred(wingee's replacement?!)

ethan & me

me & bonnie hou ji mui

huai jie & me


anson & me

xue qi hou ji mui & me

finally , dear & wen

take 2

take 3

he did this post 2nd time...marilyn and ck ..this is wat u teach?don be disappointing!

nice nice!!the lighting attracted us to cam whore.

wei wei ..amber...

amber ... nicole

thanks to amber,wei wei,foo,cai cai,wai loo,eng chun,ting yi,anson,xuan,xue qi,ethan,bonnie,huai jie,wen hao,john ken,linsong,manfred& dear helped me to celebrate my bday..love u guys!

special thanks to wai loo,coz she boiled soup for pretty villagers(housemates) and allow me to drink two bowl.hehe..ur soup is really nice!i love it.thx.

Part Two :
choon wei invited me to go out , unfortunately it clashed with the saas appreciation dinner..
so we delayed it to 10pm..i will go off earlier to join them..hehe..
i knew gay papa & mashi came bac from kl to celebrate with me..
coz kai jia had told me..sorry tat i spoilt the surprise again.!sigh=(
she told me jia hong was coming bac as well..but i nvr see him on tat day!
tat's y the 1st question when i joint them i asked:" ehh,where is jia hong?"
instead of having surprise tat gay papa and mashi were there.
haha! as i knew it earlier..
and yea ...yu wei came bac from jb also..happy!!
coz i have been a long time never see him ..
damn miss him too ..

we gathered at friend's cafe,a nice environment!


happy bithday to mee.


21 yrs old ....





my gay pa..


jin ray..

making wishes??

choon wei kena rapped..

choon wei jiee..

mashitt..

xiao fei & gay weng

qian qian yu wei xue wen


thanks for coming!














thanks xiao fei gaypa,choonwei,yu wei,qian qian,kims,mashi and jin ray..
felt happy tat u guys till rmb my bday and willing to spare ur time celebrate with me..
nothing much i can say except THANKYOU!


end~

9th of august

Today , 9th of august ,is a special day of some one..
he is my old friend who i knew him since standard one..
i think so.
it had been a long time which we couldn't deny the facts tat time really flies!
Few days back, we chatted about the past.
A lot of memories scanned in my head.
I realised tat many thing i've slightly forgotten.
Does it mean tat im getting older as time goes by?
or tat's not important or not memorable for me to remember?
But i would say tat the things whichever are done by others for me,
i wouldn't simply throw out from my mind.
felt happy to chat with a old friend especially he is so open minded & talkactive.
we can talk whatever we wanted to talk & share the feeling frankly to each other.
ok lah,since we knew each other so long d..
im here to sing a song for you..not a love song la..is a birthday song!

"happy birthday to you"
"happy birthday to you"
"happy birthday to shao yang"
"happy birthday to you"

happy birthdady to Ng Shao Yang..
i wish u all the best for ur future undertaking.
May all ur wishes come true.
Lastly,
and also sincerely,
Hope u can get a GF who is
ADORABLE
RESPONSIBLE
PRETTY
KIND-HEARTED ...

very very sooonnn..
GOOD LUck!!

These are all you wanted to seeee????!!!
LOL..









actually they are cute!

SAAS Appreciation Dinner

Invited Wc & Oc..thanks to all of them who contributed in SAAS.
They're QUALIFIED to be invited in AD.




when i see this,i laughed...hahaha..u see our president AMBER so so funny!!
THe girl who kneed down over there!


It finally came to an END!
after appreciation dinner,it definitely means END!
allow me to say thanks to all OC..u guys are the best best one..

1.amber--the capable and blur blur president
2.manfred--the oldest dictionary in saas!
3.fong jun--the kindest + friendly external president!
4.fong yin-- the effective + efficient secretary!
5.vivian--the pretty +careless assistant secretary & treasurer
6.qiao wei--the responsible + quiet treasurer
7.ting yi--the slim & tiny & lazy & ''handsome'' prog.div head
8.john ken--the crazy + childish prog div assis head
9.wayning--the cute + noisy prog div assist head
10.xinyi--the ''si wen'' babe in saas
11.engchun--the most active oc in saas
12.wenming--the ''si wen'' prince in saas
13.joyce--sot sot + blur blur queen
14.gary--muscular man + da li shi in saas
15.weiwei--always come late person (haha)
16.Ningfeng--the guy who created our saas theme name.
17.wailoo--the girl who always ask ''why?"

did i left out who?
surely,i wanna thank wc as well,but there're too many wc out there..haha
im not gonna list down here..
thanks for all the contribution +sacrifice ..
NO u guys NO saas!

i don't join any event currently,even my friend asked
"r u sure u wont join anymore?"
"arrhh..listen 1st la.."
i said tat for few times but i joint it in the end..tat's y they asked like tat.
got some sort of feeling of sicking v those life of preparing event.
This is one of the reason i Don wan to join anymore.
However,there is alot of fun i GOT throughout different events.
"experiences?" YEs.
"Friends?"Yes.
"Crazy & Funny memories?" YEs.
i adapted with busy life,events filled up my empty time and somehow make me couldn't
adapt my free time now.
BUt,i know i should concentrate more in studies,i seriously feel it's too Tough for ME n sometimes make me feel panic..sobT.T

photo session is always the most interesting part.AND i like it the most.hehe


cute..

nice photo they had without me ..sob..

if u had read my blog,u'll kno this two guys..they always appear in my blog.=.=

since when u both being so close?


foo& me..i knew him since the 1st day i step into cls.he's such a helpful&funny guy..
we get to kno well in each other since ......
ehhhhh..iim not very sure..
we're having the same characteristic " laughing point is very low!"
we used to laugh at the same point when watching kungfu panda..
the important thing is there was NO OTHERs LAUGHING at that PArt!!


seowxuewen&chan tai heng! feel nice to call his FULL name.
he is my friend since alpha year..he was the driver of us who brought us to hv fun during foundation .
but i realised dat we never take pic b4..until SAAS summer camp..

but we have now =) but his hair so noob arr..
eh...the tummy pls ignore it!!


wei wei & him from design division ..act cute (behind) act cool (front)


wei wei's time to act cute , taiheng's time to act _____ ?
any suitable word to describe.got no idea at all with his expression above =.=
but his tummy looks so round...hahaha


NO.i never act cute.


eh hem..freezeee... the master & the student ..guess which one is the master??


jing dian picture, weiwei's freezeeee...but the camera man(manfred) so noob la..
you should snap like above pic.
since when everyone likes to do freeze ??
i started the trend..hahaha!!

pls don feel annoying & boring ..i know we3 always like to take pic together.><





this time only got ''do re mi'' ..im ''mi''..









me & wei wei,cute babe she is..see her..


me &hong jun(secretary) i think i never differentiate wrongly..
i can differentiate them since i joint saas..hehe

twins + amber...

nice shot!the so called ''handsome''(black jacket) + john ken (weird name)
they said his name was created when his dad ordered roti john ..
his dad: roti john satu..
waiter: can ...can...
end up >>> john ken(can)....
so cold =.=




they celebrated our bday...we are july babies!!
the guy was born on the same day with me..hehee..



dunno wat happened!?



we were snapping pic from posting 1-5..
but so paiseh ya..coz when ppl posting 2..i were showing 3..

when ppl were showing 4..i was showing 3..arrrghhh..sigh!


who wants our hug??







i only able to take pic with few ppl..there are still alot ppl i never take with them.
as i was leaving earlier..
foo..will u rate this post as ''standard post'' again?!


end..