Saturday, January 1, 2011

New Year?! 2011

Everyone aims for a good begin at the new coming year.So do I.
I actually wished to spend the 31/12/2010 with freaking high + excited Mood.
As Fyp + assignments are really tortured me until i wanna get myself drunk on the day!
Every time,as usual, It was out of expectation!
 things  weren't under controlled.Thing was messed up!
I cried , I teared, I was so upset on the day at the Night until the Midnite!
i couldn't sleep well and dreamed something bad.
Is it any bad sign hinting me to make a decision...
I saw myself a ugly emotion, weak in heart.
It's hard to get out of these. I found out myself didnt know how to be a strong person while i tot i could be!

1 comment:

sam said...

hey...u sure can do it!!! Don't give up!